ardent

Stepping Into Life Again



Raziel

Loner

age
1 Year
gender
Male
gems
49
size
Medium
build
posts
13
player
11-12-2014, 07:49 PM






Ugh. Walking was torture, even when you spent days trudging through thick snowbanks and climbing steep mountains with your little sister -- especially with a broken heart. His sister... she was gone, left in the far northern lands they had left days ago. The whole journey, the boy had only stood in a sad mope, walking in big strides so he didn't have to be left behind and feel important. Ebony ears drooped against his dark skull, jaded eyes fixated only on the floor, watching as it changed, as they traveled across lands. His white tail that was always waggling wasn't. Every step was painful, as it took him farther and farther away from everything he had loved.

Multiple times, his father had given him encouraging looks, along with his brother, but they flew right over Raziel's head. His words had fallen upon deaf ears. Finally, the boy muttered. "Craziest thing, dad..." It was only a weak mumble, hunger gnawing at his stomach. He hadn't wanted to eat little catches of food at once. He was too sad for that. "...I think I forgot someone up north... Someone I didn't get to say goodbye to... Or even some others I wanted to say bye to... Everything I had ever loved is gone, dad." Maybe someday he could take it all back, for when his mama came back. If she ever would. Not like she had cared anyways. She had pretended to be such a caring mother, and then she just left. They had a home, they had a family, the had belonged. Now there was nowhere for that.

It didn't seem like Sarak had heard him, they just pressed on. The scents of others were getting louder and more condensed as they neared a cluster of willows. As soon as the smells licked his nostrils, he gave a huff and stopped, standing in place, eyebrows furrowed as he reclined, haunches folding, and tail curling around paws sloppily. Jaded gems stared into a small puddle that he had stopped before, his paws submerged in it slightly, pressing into the mud. "I don't want the life of a pack anymore, I don't belong, dad. I want the life of adventures, the northern lands, the snow."