Breath it in (EBONY MEETING)
11-18-2014, 09:23 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-18-2014, 09:42 AM by Kassander.)
Val was gone. Kassander had watched her pass the borders and keep going. He'd nearly called out to her, asking her to please come back and take the pack back, a sudden spurt of panic welling up. He hadn't called out, and she hadn't changed her mind and come right back. He'd spent the rest of the night sitting there throttling down a panic attack and then later, just thinking. Once the panic had cleared he'd found himself genuinely excited, full of ideas for where the pack could go. Oh he was scared... terrified actually, of really being in charge of something instead of following. But oh it was exciting too. He knew changes would need to be made - he wasn't his mother, he wasn't Katja or Val, and what they were comfortable with and what they wanted wasn't his way and never would be. He was scared of how few Ebony wolves might stay because of it, many would dislike the change in leadership and the change in tone. Scared of what he had to do next. But he had to do it. As the sun rose to mark mid-morning, he took a deep breath and released it, bracing himself. Before he could rethink the whole thing and run off in the direction Val had taken (maybe he could catch up to her or follow her trail and they could live in a cave somewhere, eliminate the need for social interaction and slowly lose the ability to speak in anything more than grunts) he howled, his clear tenor voice only wavering a little as he called the whole of the pack together. OOC: deadline is Thursday evening so we can get it in before the site move. Short notice and it sucks, but is necessary. Any rogues interested in joining are also welcome to show up. |