the party isn't over tonight

Out the back door but goddamn I love him anyway. The words stung her mind as she found herself thinking on the beach near some kind of delta or fjord. Her mind had wandered away to a few things. The first thing had been the evil ivory brute who went by the name of Rainar. His evil thoughts and sins had turned her into the reserved creature she was. She was so bent on power but even more so on justice because of the man. She had once considered Rainar her best friend but those days were long gone and there she stood. She was broken. She was damaged goods.


Damaged goods. That thought was an all new low for her. She had promised herself from the start to always look up on life and there she was degrading herself as she tried to find some justification for what had almost happened to her. The truth was that she still cared for Rainar. Her stupid emotions were making her feel something for the man that had once tried to defile her. What was wrong with her? Was she mental? Was she insane? It wasn't natural and it wasn't smart. She was supposed to be smart.


Aes just needed to get her crap together. That was exactly what had brought her to the fjord. She had been thinking about her life and how terrible it could be considered until she realized that the water itself was a solution. Perhaps a nice drink would calm her mind a bit more? She walked up to the water and dipped her head down to lap up some water. Get your shitaki mushrooms together.