Breath it in (EBONY MEETING)

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Solas highly doubted any of them could be seen as good. Or that he could for that matter, but that was his darker part of his mind speaking from personal experience. However, even in his dark place, this small, ever so quiet place was his home. It had been his sisters home, which was the only reason he had come here. But his heart tightened as he listened to Kass, his ears flicked as he picked up his noises his words. A pack of healing huh, than what would happen to him now. He was useless, he couldn't do anything without any sort of direction being pointed out for him. Not like Kass, despite of how he spoke of himself, Solas saw something great in him. Just like he had clung to Val, he suddenly felt the urge to do the same to Kass but he stopped himself. Swallowing before he stood up.
"I want to help, I don't know what rank I'd be good at. All I've done my whole life is fight with my life to protect my sister. And now....all of you are all that I have left. But I would lay down my life and loyalty to whatever you put me at to support you. King Kassander." He wanted to believe he could do some good in the world. He really did, the first step to getting better he guessed was making an effort. He wanted to drown, he wanted to drown in the emotional pain he felt. This was the place he had been in before he found his sister. Solas swallowed again, looking at Kassander.