Run. Run away, and never return
11-20-2014, 12:35 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-20-2014, 03:51 PM by Crucifix.)
He tried with visible effort to calm himself, let his fur lay flat as Sibelle took a step from him. He had no doubt his sudden intensity was disturbing her, but he could barely reign it in. his fear wasn't even for himself ? or at least not his body, but his mental stability at the thought of his whole world tearing down on him. So instead, he tried stretching his thoughts out further then his own emotions. He thought of the pack he loved as he breathed. Solstice wasn't strong enough to defend them, if Cat changed her game and took the whole pack after them Solstice would fall and all the wolves in it would lose their home ? he couldn't do that to them, half the pack was made up of pups and most of the rest where not fighters, but they where his friends and he couldn't bare to see anything happen to them. He needed a solution that would protect everyone, and he couldn't help but feel that Sibelle was hitting on something. Eventually, her sensibility would win and he would nod his head slowly, yes, give the pack to a friend should destroy cat's reasons to come after the pack, if they cut all ties and vanished from these lands she should leave them be ? her vendetta was against Sibelle after all. This pack he hoped held more fighters, a better stronger pack to look after their children well they grew up in a better environment then what loner life could give. She would speak again and it would wrench him from his calming thoughts as he looked up at her in surprise. ?Of course Sibelle, I simply meant, how to go about it and how I can better prepare myself to help you and stand beside you well you do it? he told her simply, he knew that at the moment they where not a team ? he was weaker and less experienced then she was in battle, there was two of their enemy, and there needed to be two of them to face them. ?I see better sense in your words then my sudden ravings? he blushed gently and peered up at her in naked love and worry before pulling his face back together again. ?I just.. I just want you and our children to be safe, and I don't know how to go about that with my current abilities? he would admit, so softly, this deep fear inside of him. ?I think I know who could look after Solstice and the friends we've made here if you truly wanted to commit to this?? he asked softly, leaving the final decision to his mate, who at the moment stood in a righter mind then he did. |
