climbing out the back door, didn't leave a mark

Elli gulped as the leader arrived, realizing it was too late to chicken out. Roman was just that, her leader. Roman was her dearest friend and one of the only remaining and strong friendships she had but right now Elli had to look at her as just a leader doing her duty to the pack she ran. With that, Elli took a deep breathe as she explained the half of the situation that she planned on explaining to the queen while discreetly leaving out the other half. "Roman, I've been thinking a lot lately about the discussion we had a while ago about my ambitions and what they are..." With those words, Elli shifted uncomfortably. "You are one of my dearest friends and perhaps one of the few wolves I truly trust but I feel as if my place is growing. It might seems sudden and unexpected but it's this feeling that has been growing for a long time that I've kept repressed, determined to make it go away because I like it here." The words were troubled as she tried to form them correctly. "I'm asking if you would be okay with me leaving so I can raise a new pack... hopefully a pack that allies with Regium." With that, she gave her friend a nervous look with the hopes that this would not be a replay of Qanik. She doubted it would be ask Elli did not think she had insulted the queen in any way nor had she charged out by calling Roman insane.