She had hated the pups growing inside of her for so long now that its sudden absence left her feeling empty and confused. She wasn't sure what to think anymore. Seeing their still forms lying beside her, feeling their bodeis forms as they grew cold and stiff had made something inside her recoil. She was resting now, the terrible moment had been hours past – she didn't even know how many, it felt like a lifetime ago and yet the memory was still burned vivid and real in her mind. She had slipped in and out of conciousness after giving birth and coiling her body about her little surviver. She was certain she had slept longer then nessacery and when she finally fully awake she felt disoriantated and lost. She felt a warmth of a tiny body beside her and after a moment of silence she could hear its gentle, peaceful breathing. She gave a silent gasp as she looked at the pup – it was the first time she was truly doing so. She was black, with hints of silver and well she couldnt see the eyes that would remain closes for some weeks still to come, she could only imagine they would be the same shade as the fathers.
She continud her study until she found something of her own in the wolfs form, she could see the familer shape of it in in the same tone as Motif's own marking, adorning the pups nose. “My little Shaye Destruction” she breathed quietly, and the pup was named. She looked about the cave now, she had slept away the day she realised, after the birthing that had happened some time in the night. The light was soft, and the last shadows where in the wrong direction for a morning sun. she continued to look about her until she found her sister, her eyes where closed and she didn't know if the other was awake or sleeping. “Rhytm?” she whispered, quite, so not to distrub the sleeping pup. “I... I want to now more then ever follow through with the orignal plan. I will never be right for her, I failed her already and she deserves to know her father. I might not have known him for long, but I know what I saw in him, I know he will do right by her.. and, maybe, in a little while i'll come visit her, if shes not happy i'll take her away. I know its the best life I can offer her” she was pleaded, begging her sister to understand in this crucial moment.
