Trust me

*Rhythm* · 02-08-2015, 10:25 PM

Quite disrupted from her usual existence Rhythm hadn't hesitated at Valen's touch, her dark paws would carry her beside him. Her mind was spinning with all that had happened already, and found that even in his presence she wasn't losing her feeling of unease. She felt a little better, but still.. she had so much to ask, there was too much she didn't know. If Valentine hadn't stopped she was going to. Bright sapphire and amethyst gaze would find his as he turned around to face her, silence consuming them for only a moment as he debated about what to say. What he finally stated came as no real surprise, but to hear it from his lips made the thought more real.

Her heart would race and her gaze would dart to the horizon as her features contorted, there were few emotions that were able to catch her up, but with the night she'd had there was little wonder that everything was catching up to her. For the first time she had the urge to embrace the man who stood before her, Rhythm wanted to be the helpless fea that couldn't even stand for herself. That wouldn't handle her emotions by herself when the world got difficult. Everything was going so fast, she could hardly keep up by now.

She'd take a deep breath in, taking control of the tears that welled in her eyes and the uncertainty that played on her face. She'd reign in the desire for a comforting affection, sniffling slightly she would look back to Valentine. "I am not that delicate and i can take care of myself." She'd start, heart still racing as sobs threatened her composure. Taking in another deep breath she'd start again. "My family needs me." Her ears were against her skull, her brain and responses all over the place. "Valen, we haven't even said 'i love you' and you want me to live with you?" She'd lose her cool a little bit as her words ended in a rather pitiful whine. "I don't know, everything is going so fast." She'd fall to her haunches, but resisted the needy urge to flop onto the ground and cover her eyes with her paws. There was no definite answer in her words, but obviously an overwhelming need to validate her reasoning for going back with Bass. Still, a small part of her, one that she almost wanted to squish, wanted to stay.

The part of her that remembered all the days she'd found herself in flight of Abaven for all the emotions it wrought. The sight of Bass and Wren as they gazed lovingly at each other, thoroughly engrossed in one another's presence. Shai and Motif seemed to do it to, not that Shai was able to notice. The jealous part of her wanted to be selfish, and to stay here in Valentine's presence and seek out that devotion her siblings had. Deep in her heart though she found there was doubt that she'd find that here. Cascade's words had done more than just open Valentine's eyes to the concern of her safety. Her voice didn't come for a long moment, but she knew she had to ask him. Almost warily her eyes would seek his, "Do I.. belong to you?" She could hear her own heartbeat like thunder in her ears as the question was released. Was she just an object to be had?
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