Tell me, Can I live again?
02-11-2015, 11:40 PM
She was soaked to the skin from sitting in the open rain, and she shivered violently as she walked through Abaven's territory. At first she was lost, she didn't know where to go, a part of her wanted to crawl into Rhythm's den for the safety and love that had always emitted from that place, some small unconscious part of her that couldn't yet accept her sisters betrayal, that the girl would be there no longer. When she found her paws leading her there she would turn away in disgust at herself – Rhythm wouldn't offer her comfort any more, she was probably too busy offering valentine 'comfort' at this stage to care that her siblings suffered. The next place her paws lead her would allow her a small, sad smile, as she made her way to Bass's den, but she knew she couldn't stay there – he would be too busy surrounded by the wolves he loved, by his wife and his children. She could go to Shaye but.. the last thing she had done before leaving Abaven was send Shaye to her father, and likely the two where curled up asleep together now, which was a place Motif did not belong – Shai was here for his daughter, not for Motif, the two where not a pair. She couldn't crawl to her empty den, she couldn't bare the reminder of how she would be the only one alone – Bass would have his family, Rhythm would have Valentine, Shai would have Shaye. Eventually she would make it to Bass's den, through by then her mind was a mess of pain and loneliness, as she scratched at his door and collapsed at the entry way, to broken to finish crawling her way inside. |
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