ardent

Love, it is a flower



Amalia

Loner

age
7 Years
gender
Female
gems
0
size
Small
build
Light
posts
259
player
Evelyn
02-17-2015, 12:23 AM



She tried to relax into her lover's touch as much as she could, but her body was still tense. She didn't know if she was going to be scolded or if Athena would be mad at her for what she had done. She knew that it was going to come back to bite her in the ass sooner or later, and she should have told her as soon as it happened. But no, she had insisted to keep it to herself. When Athena licked her ear she smiled a little, but her body was still tense. Until she thanked her for trying to protect her and the boys, and it was at that that Amalia's ears pulled back to her skull and she looked away from her wife. Trying to protect them? That was all she did, wasn't it? She wasn't strong like Athena or like her boys, she was a weak healer that couldn't even protect them from a past threat. Her body grew even more stiff, lower lip quivering as she fought back tears. Swallowing hard she kept her eyes away from Athena, trying not to let her love see her cry. "I'm too weak to do even that, aren't I?" she asked quietly, trying to keep the quiver from her voice. Would she ever be strong enough to protect them? What if a real fight happened? She shuttered at the thought, keeping her red face turned away.

Athena kept speaking, saying that they couldn't keep him away from his sons. "They are NOT his sons!" she wailed, quickly turning to face the silver woman, a single tear leaving her blue gaze. "He gave up that right when he left you! I hardly saw you Athena, you were out looking for him. I lost so many days with you, often having no one to turn to while trying to raise those boys. I am more a mother to them than he will ever be a father to them. How can you take the boys to him? What if they grow attached to him and he leaves again? What then Athena? I cannot watch you guys go through that all over again, it will break my heart. I can't..." Amalia trembled. It was fear and sadness in her voice, not anger. Her head shook her head back and forth, placing it on the ground and covering her muzzle with her paws. She sniffled, her whole form shaking. Because of her moved position Athena's licks fell on her ear once more, and her coloured head moved towards the touch. She wouldn't survive seeing them hurt again.


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