A new found love

ooc. I'm sorry about feels

It was all so strange, this impromptu trek across the lands of Alacritis to this place she knew nothing of, and the air around them was charged with energy. A woman would approach, just as mommy Vi finished explaining that this would be their new home. A soft whine would escape minuscule jaws, mismatched eyes wide with shock. "Wha's wrong with the black beach?" Confused lyrics would inquire softly, brows knitting in bewilderment. Was there something wrong with their home as it was? Were the fish upsetting her mommies? Or the constant lullaby of the waves? What in the world could ever prompt her mommies to make her leave the only home she'd known? It wasn't long before the crimson woman who sheltered the babe between her forelimbs made jerky gestures with her hurt leg, introducing the two girls to a woman called Cat. Cool! But, she doesn't look much like a cat.. She thought to herself, trying not to frown in confusion. It all disappeared quickly, the excitement of meeting new family prompting the violet babe to break out into a huge smile. "Aunty Cat!" She cried out not two seconds after her mommy finished speaking, testing out the name on her tongue. It was nice, simple. Mommy Vi stooped to lather her in affection, and she grinned, returning the kisses eagerly.

Suddenly the real bombshell dropped, and exploded right in the babe's face. What? Stay here, without her mommies? Breath would hitch in her tiny throat, the entire world shuddering to a halt. Why? Why would her mommies leave her here, didn't they love her?

Slowly, she would feel her cheeks growing unbearably hot, and her eyes stung viciously. Suddenly she found herself clinging to the uninjured foreleg of her mommy, choking on hot tears. Her chest heaved, but so far no sound would escape her. Why are you leaving me?! She wailed in her head, clutching desperately to her mommy. Don't you love me?! I love you! She continued, an unending mantra that wouldn't cease within the confines of her young mind. Glistening gaze would drift between her mommies, horrified and desperate to make them stay forever. Finally, the dam burst, and tears spilled from her eyes, falling silently over her downy cheeks. Mama Des was just ready to give her away, and mommy Vi wasn't saying nothing about it. White hot anger started to build in her tiny chest, outrage at her parents betrayal of her.

Mommy Vi finally thought to look down at her, amber optics meeting with glassy bicoloured orbs. Silently she pleaded, unable to get out words as hiccuping sobs started to fall from her jaws uncontrollably. Please don't leave me, I love you! Mommy! Her eyes shouted, and the silence seemed to drag on forever before her mothers baleful expression turned on Aunty Cat. She wanted to stay. Just for a little while, she added. A little while? Outrage filled her again, a harsher sound escaping her in the form of a choked whimper. Why didn't she want to stay forever? After that, no one looked at poor little Abby for a while. She pawed dejectedly at her mothers leg, pressing her tear stained cheek against the crimson fur there and shutting her eyes. Already her sorrow was starting to beat like a drum against her fragile skull.

She was aware that her Aunty Cat was speaking again, accepting them as her own children. No! She didn't want to live here! She wanted to go back home to the black beach, and live with mama and mommy forever and never have to worry about them going away again! Her mostly quiet crying quickly turned to a caterwaul of rejection, a loud screech of indigence. "No!" She shrieked, getting to her wobbly feet and setting her stance firmly. She wasn't going anywhere but back home! Absinthe didn't want to be in this place, she didn't like it. The grass swaying in the wind was different from the quiet shh, shh, shh of the waves lapping up against the dark shore by her den. Sleep would be impossible. "I don't wanna be here, mama!" She cried, vocals cracking audibly. "Why are you gonna leave us here, mama? Don't you love us?" She whimpered, turning her watery eyes upon the lavender form of her birth mother. "Are you mad at me, mama? Is that why you're abandoning us here? What did I do, mama?" Her vocals were soft now, stance weakened as she gaze mournfully up at Desiree. This wasn't fair, she didn't even know why she'd made her mama so mad that she was gonna give her away. Frail body would droop, the exhaustion of the trek suddenly dropping down upon her with all it's might. Tail would fall limp at her rear, audits tilting back against her skull, though her fiery gaze remained alight, the occasional tear falling, crystalline, down her cheeks. She wanted to know what had made her mama do this to her and Milli.