Jar Of Hearts
06-06-2013, 06:52 PM
Aislyn |
This was really beginning to piss her off. She had believed his pleads, took him back home with her, and even allowed him to stay in her den when they weren't mates, and what did she get? Nothing! She should have never met him, when he came to her call she should have shunned him away, sending him in the other direction! She knew it was too good to be true. Love? Yeah, screw that. She needed one thing from the beginning, and that was Liberty. Now that she had her, he was no longer needed. She couldn't help but snap toward the snow falling around her body. He made her so angry! Lips curled into a silent snarl, tail lashed angrily, claws dug deep into the slush beneath her. She was beyond pissed. What was she going to do? Throw him to the side, hope she'll find love before she gets too old, or simply live alone, a crotchety old wench? No, that wasn't her, that wasn't what she wanted to turn into either. Mouth grew dry, stomach churned in all directions until it was in knots. She loved him... and this hurt. It hurt a lot. Which made her hate him. Ugh. Love was so confusing. She needed to find him, or at least call for him, before she made a permanent decision. What if he didn't come? What if he did, and had a good reason for being gone? What if everything was solved, and he did this again? What if they talked, and everything was fantastic, and they lived happily ever after? The scenarios were driving her crazy. She just needed to know, what to do, how to feel, where to go with the rest of her life. If we was going to be gone a lot, then she would have to leave him. She was the beta for fuck sakes, she needed someone pack orientated, someone who would be by her side at all times. She needed a real man... Head titled back as she sang for him. Anyone who heard could tell she was distressed, broken, confused, in need of some... love. |