These voices won't let you leave
It was not as if the girl could stop; not just like that. She knew she had something very wrong with her, ever since the days past in those mud gripped cages. Arian's mentality had warped somewhat, like her brain had turned its back on her even without trying. Everyone left her behind, and it wasn't until now that she desperately begged not to lose anyone else. It wasn't what they could do for her, it was what she could do for them. Did she not treat her father well? Did she not listen to what Syrinx said carefully? What had made them leave her so carelessly, what had she done to make them not care about her. Maybe their priorities just hadn't involved her in their lives even if they played such huge roles in hers. Arian would never forget the feeling of having to lose them, and of having to watch her uncle die by the father of the one who was now her sister in law. Perhaps she needed to separate some time to speak with her family, no matter how damaged she was. "It's not as simple to stop Destruction. They take care of me of course, but my mind is currently haunted by phantoms of fear. They will only go away through time." Arian's blue eyes sparked at the older woman. The smart and intelligence behind those words. She knew she was in a position that was bad, she knew her mentality was difficult. Yet something so morbidly wrong with her that she just didn't feel comfortable in her own skin. Arian would not let destruction touch her, she was afraid of touch or even being close to anyone now. Her head turned towards the lovers mangrove.
"The old ludicael lands, Lover's mangrove and the hot springs. I do believe..... I can get better there." she would have to dry her eyes and move on, no matter how difficult it was. Arian wouldn't get better in an instant, there would be a lot of crying herself to sleep calling herself useless and ugly. It made the wolf growl underneath her breath, letting out noises that only nature would allow her to make. |