ardent

The Stars Place in the Universe



Caeli

Loner

age
5 Years
gender
Female
gems
0
size
Medium
build
posts
137
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03-27-2015, 07:37 PM



Astrea had been moping ever since the meeting where Voltage told the family the good news about the creation of the pack. Its not that she is not happy to be part of the pack, because she was; but she was unhappy about the prospect of not fitting into said pack. Everyone seemed to have their place, Serefina was the fighter, a compliment to her fiery personality, Locha was to do what she did best; swim, and even her storm brother was able to run like the wind when it was needed. But her? What was she good for, other than day dreaming and star gazing? She sighed, her ears going back on her skull. It seemed simple to her, she was a no use child, taking up room in a growing pack.

Astrea whined softly as she sank into the grassy bed she made for herself on her normal spot. She felt the old loneliness crop up, it was not like the feeling was ever truly gone, but it felt much like it did when she first realized the emotion, back on the volcano with Volt all those months back.

She traced the stars, her pale eyes sad. All she wanted was to fit in, to belong. But truly all she felt was left out, far away, the background to everyone's bright power. Sol and Salini was so absorbed in their own thing and the other to even see if the last of the triplets was even with them; hell they even go so far to drop her all together instead calling the other twin; she was not sure if the two understood how much more distance that created between her and them, even more then there was already. She called Sol and Selini her closest siblings but she was not sure anymore.

No it seemed to her that the closest sibling truly was Voltage, he was the only one to spend time with her, star gazing at night and even making sure she got fed. He seemed the only one able to even care about the youngest sibling, going so far to threaten her best friend just for looking for her. She smiled at the thought. Ten was her last lifeline it seemed, he was always just a thought away to chase away the awful feeling that was slowly expanding in the recent times.