Walker Adoptables!

Username: Millie
Name: Kichi Walker
Adopt: 8 (I can pay for the design)
Personality:
Her traumatic past and disrupted upbringing has consequently given Kichi a low confidence and self esteem. Being apathetic and impassive, it's difficult for her to find any motivation to do anything, unless, of course, she's forced to. Her physical size and stamina reflects her mental will; weak and fragile. Her soul is of pure innocence and naiveness, and can be easily manipulated to the use of one's advantage. Whether it's because of her appearance, size or orientation, she believes herself to be unworthy to others. She doesn't feel a sense of belonging in society and simply can't find the satisfaction of fitting in with everyone else. Others seem so different from her, and so she fears that she will be criticised or harassed for who she has chosen to be. Compliments simply aren't enough to thaw her heart, as she will severely deny their truth by constantly leaning to the negative side of things.

These are the many reasons why she hides her depressed and so called "unwanted" self, despite it being her true and honest personality. On the outside, she appears to be a shy, timid and dainty girl with a reassuring smile across her gentle expression. In fact, over time she has learnt to hide her emotions quite well. In public, she forces herself to look alright to avoid any concern, sympathy or attention that may be displayed towards her. Growing up as a lonely single child, it's no wonder she has grown into an antisocial adult. She feels insecure when around others and can't find the strength to trust anyone, let alone develop a mere friendship. Discomfort and occasional stress are felt when pressured to talk and merely interact, and so she attempts to keep away from others. She has potential to be a bright and intelligent individual, however, her beliefs and fears are what hold her back from optimistically emerging into the unknown.
Sex and Gender: Biologically female, contemplating on her gender identity
History:
Kichi Walker, the only child of Salvant and Carter Walker, was born into a well-known kingdom run by her family. Salvant was the son of the kingdom's once imperious and unjust leader, Zeref Walker, and was ever so loyal to his brutal father. While some of Zeref's other children scattered from the kingdom in fear of their father, Salvant dutifully remained in the hopes to grow his family's lineage and domain. However, an injury left Salvant crippled for the rest of his remaining years. With a thirst for power, he was in no state to take leadership over the kingdom. Yet, there was one possible option available, and that was to conceive as many children to ensure the throne would be theirs. Taking Carter Walker as his mate, he planned to manipulate his children to his advantage and select the strongest and most subservient one as the future successor. Nevertheless, Carter gave birth to one daughter, Kichi Walker, a runt and an only child. Incensed, Salvant believed it was a punishment from the gods, which only enraged his demeanour. The child was seen as useless, weak and a bad omen upon the Walker family. To ensure the pup didn't spread the believed "curse" onto her children and grandchildren, he planned to punish the evil spirit she contained and eventually kill the child. Throughout this time, Carter perceived her mate's actions to be morally right, and unwaveringly supported his cruel ambitions. Her thoughts were led to this way of thinking, perhaps even brainwashed. However, the sight of an innocent scrap of fur being tortured melted away the emotionless barrier as she soon came to realise the mad mess that she had entangled herself in. For the first time, she fell in love with her daughter and discovered all her flaws to be true perfections. Kichi's father, on the other hand, was still determined to ruthlessly go ahead with his plan, and out of desperation, Carter instructed her daughter to sprint as far as her exhausted and bruised limbs would carry her. She promised her of a land where the rest of her family; kind-hearted family, would be waiting for her. The pup, who had just started to return the love back to the woman once seen as cold and bitter, insisted that they escaped together. Carter wanted to; it was what her heart was achingly screaming for her to do. However, there was unfinished business, and if Carter and Kichi were to both ominously disappear, Salvant would certainly hunt their scents down. He had a smart mind full of cunning tactics with strength outweighing their size pulled together. Carter was aware of this, and didn't plan on living the rest of her life on the run and in fear of being captured. After wailing in protest, Kichi stumbled out into the unknown and began her exhausting and labor-like trek in search for her family. In fact, she didn't want to meet any of her family as she feared they would be exactly like her father. All she wanted was her mother, who never seemed to survive the sacrifice she was willing to take. Thus, Kichi Walker stumbled across Alacritia, where she begins a new life with an overhanging shadow of her past life.
Why do you want this character?: The history sounds cool and the design is pretty tempting. This character probably looks like an active one as well, seeing as there is a possibility to interact with family and join Sonticus.
Plot ideas: Main plan is to eventually join Sonticus and for her to learn as much as she can about the rest of her family by meeting up with them. Before going to Sonticus, I'm planning for her to stay as a loner and find herself in difficult situations because of her personality. As well as that, I'd like to develop her personality more deeply, as it is the part I am most looking forward to writing about.
Roleplay Sample:
Yet again, her thoughts drifted away from reality. There was so much on her mind, all these different thoughts, memories and voices just racing madly through her mind. Sometimes, she would mentally scream at all these thoughts, ordering them to stop. However, they never listened to her and so they would freely continue chasing around. It was pleasant to hear a little silence once in a while, but today, she couldn't care less about the voices in her head. Although, she found it difficult concentrating; at least the easiest thing to focus on were her steps. She walked at an enjoyable pace through mountainous trees, gaining a few moments to regenerate from her usual attacks of depression. Perhaps it was the crisp chilly air of which she inhaled that provided a calm mood upon her emotions. It wouldn't last long; nothing ever did.

Whilst peering through the pine trees, her gaze spotted another individual only mere metres away. Already, the anxiety and stress were starting to return to her somewhat empty mind. In her mind, it was just another wolf to judge her and use her against her will. They were a potential bully, someone who could inflict harm upon her. She perceived everyone to be a heartless killer; why should this particular stranger be excused from the equation? There was no way she was going to put any trust in this wolf. No-one could be trusted; she discovered that a while back. If only...

Snap!

Fluorescent amethysts hesitantly drifted down to her ebony dipped paws that stood upon a cracked twig above the earthen soil. After realisation, she froze, not making a single move. Even her breaths grew swallower and quieter, as if the stranger was intently listening to every sound emitted from her. Her optics were glued to the snapped twig, not daring to look up into reality. An awkward silence befell the atmosphere; had she alerted her presence? Had the other canine heard the noise? More importantly, were they making any progress to reach her position? If she moved, she believed the other would definitely see her. If she launched herself into a frantic scramble, they were sure to hear her. Perhaps she could edge away slowly, or find a bush to hide behind. It all seemed too much to do, and so she remained in her stunned and exposed position. Leave, her inner voice ordered without emotion. Leave while there's still time.