Facing History

"It seems that we have our similarities." she would say softly. Before taking in a deep breath, she indeed would tell Avalon about herself. Yet the whole story would probably fly from her mouth as much as she could remember. "I was born to a small rogue family. My father left his pack in order to take care of my crippled mother. Though it didn't last long, when I was four months old a wolf black as night with two mis matched eyes slaughtered my father in front of me and my siblings. He left my mother and us alone, but unable to hunt for herself we slowly were starving to death." Arian would stop for a moment. "While my birth brother is here now and my birth sister in Abaven at the time my mother thought they had died from starvation. She was on the brink of death my mother, and so she took me to the borders of Seracia. Where I was adopted by the Queen and King Epiphron Adravendi and Maverick. I grew up there with them, and fit in like no other though I was a bit too smart for my age. I was healing broken bones before I was a year old. I went to my uncles pack to learn how to fight, and came back when my mother and father stepped down from the throne. I decided to leave Seracia then, but when I found out that my uncle was no longer an alpha I rejoined Seracia under the new queen Destruction." Arian shifted, trying to remember it all but it would be okay if she didn't she supposed.

"Destruction and I became close, she was like a second mother to me. I became the Seracia heir again but she was challenged and I lost my home yet again. I tried to stay by Destruction but I just guess being away from home distraught me. So I started following my uncle Syrinx around. He wanted to bring the family back together after they had fallen apart. At the time it was when... Isardis was around. Syrinx fell in love with someone in another pack Pantheon I think it was called. I do believe I was in Amenti at one point but it was not under the control of those who did you harm. I joined Pantheon because of Syrinx but he vanished I felt so out of place and with nowhere to go left another pack. When Syrinx showed up again, it was to fight Isardis to the death." Arian shivered at the memory. She remembered how hard he fought but to no avail did he win. Syrinx was such a strong man, it was hard to believe Isardis had done that to him. "Isardis won. Syrinx fell, and I left. At the time Azalea a cousin of mine and my mother had been fighting. But regardless I ended up in Azalea's pack, which soon turned sour. My uncle Neo maimed me, gave me a scar on my face and tore my leg tendon which is why I limp. After that Azalea vanished and I was just so sick and tired of losing my home over and over again. After that I learned about my heritage of the walker family. I made it my goal to find out more about them. Soon enough Quelt Rivers of Abaven had been an alpha in place of one of my great cousins after he died. But leadership was growing harsh on him and he gave the pack, Isokan, to me. It was a disaster." Arian shook her head. "I fell into lust, a darker part of me. I was convinced I meant nothing and gave my heart as well as my pack to a dark woman named Morgana. But she tore it out, and the whole pack hated me. I couldn't even look my mother in the face, I couldn't call her mother nothing. And after that... I was taken away. By a mud pack who lived in a harsh land, that is where me and Vereux met we were slaves for a few seasons. I succumbed to being a slave then, they did unspeakable things to me and it's amazing how I received no young from the males there nor any scars. Though I took care of Vereux who only wanted to get back to his family. After that he helped rescue me, where I went to Fiori and my mother accepted me while Vereux left when my sister, who was his previous mates new mate, told him to leave. I was so upset, I was too scared to die, but I really did want to die then. I couldn't let anyone touch me, not even my own mother, but then I met my mate.... Cypress." Arian's body began to relax, when she spoke about Cypress that tended to happen.

"When I met Cypress it seemed like something changed in me. I fell in love, and with the support of my family I got better even if today I'm not fully healed mentally. I still am skiddish of strangers and look over my shoulder. I claimed Sonticus thinking it would be best for my recovery and so far it's been going much better than my history has. I've been through a lot in a short time of my life, but I believe getting through it is my strength. Thus, we are standing here today." Arian would smile a little sheepishly at the girl. "So while you were a slave, please don't think you can't get better. The one thing you have to remember is, we might have problems but the problems do not have us." She would nuzzle Avalon gently on the cheek. Perhaps looking for her own comfort as well. After all that, she felt her heart beating faster, her anxiety had jumped up. Though it would be okay, she hopefully wouldn't be having a panic attack in front of the other woman.