I ask myself what am I doing here
08-08-2015, 12:28 AM
Kalliope actually forgot sometimes what sorts of physical features other wolves have, even if they've described them to her before and even if they're very distinctive features like Áki. When he mentioned standing out so much it took her a brief moment to remember what he was talking about. One would think that she could easily remember someone being huge and having tusks, but it was so far out of the realm of what she knew others buy that she hardly thought about it. She recognized him by his scent, voice and personality, not his size or odd facial features. They were easy identifiers, sure, but that wasn't what first came to mind for her. It made her wonder how others remembered her by. Was she the sassy, stubborn wolf or was she the blind, peach colored wolf when others described her? "Adventure is no fun by yourself though," she responded. She knew what he meant by not wanting to trade safety for adventure. It had been something she had struggled with a lot before finally making the decision to join Threar. "Well, at least it isn't for me. What good is visiting a new place when no one is around to describe what it looks like to me?" She grinned a little and chuckled, trying to play off how lonely and frightening it really could be at times being somewhere completely new and blind. Back home she could travel around no problem, but that was only because her adopted siblings or her father had gone with her first to describe it all to her. Once she knew what to expect she could easily go back to these places and not have to worry about walking off a cliff. Unfortunately Alacritis was much, much larger than her old home and held a lot more obstacles than she felt like she could figure out on her own. But her pride wouldn't exactly let her ask for help either so that left her stuck to a small area. To his question she scoffed and shot him a grin. "I think you should be more concerned about keeping up with me, Áki." In reality she knew she could keep up with him, but that was about it. Of course her over confident pride made her much more boastful than she really deserved to be, but it also played well with their banter. Her ivory tipped tail flicked behind her thoughtfully before curling around her haunches again. |
