I Don't Wanna

She was big, bigger than she had even been even when she had been well fed. Her pups, her children would come soon, but Hani couldn't help but worry. What would happen to the pups of a thrall? She wasn't sure. That man had slept with her. He was her first, and yet, he had kidnapped her and brought her to this pack. Had that been his plan all along? Again, Hani couldn't be sure.

A pain brought the woman to her senses. No. No no no. She couldn't have her pups. Not yet! Hani grit her teeth to avoid making noises. There was no telling who was close by. She didn't want them to know . If she was having her pups now, she didn't want the others to know.

Her stomach felt like it was twisting and turning. This was not how she imagined having her first litter, or any litter for that matter. She tried to keep quiet as she labored. Pain came in waves through her body. Eventually the pup would come, though not easily. It was large for a pup. Was that normal? After it was out, she cleaned it by instinct and it found it's way to her side. The pain began to subside, but maybe it would come back... Hani hoped it wouldn't come back.