He felt like he wasn’t himself, filled with disappointment and anger that wore down on his normally bright and intelligent personality. He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down though he had failed miserably at it so far. He wondered if anyone else was beating themselves up about the raid. He couldn’t believe that he had been stupid enough to become so enveloped in his surroundings that he didn’t even notice the woman charging right at him until it was too late. It had been embarrassing and he was sure someone had seen it and that he would never live it down.
What was he supposed to do knowing that he was a failure to his pack? How was he supposed to feel? He had no idea and that terrified him.
