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Try as a Might



Arian

Somnium

age
4 Years
gender
Female
gems
28
size
Large
build
-
posts
580
player
08-16-2015, 11:45 PM


It was the exact thing she was afraid of. Now more than ever she was stuck between a rock and a hard place. Why couldn't they just trust her and even then she needed loyal friends. Not ones who would over look her mistakes and take her on a run for her life. It was a huge reason why she had placed herself in such a position. Placed herself to where she COULDN'T escape. Escape this deadly world, and all its poisons. She was a devilish thing wasn't she? She was going to die alone, but she still had left behind a progeny. Hopefully they would live a better more fulfilled life than she even if it meant killing their enemies behind that. Her throat tightened and she paced back and forth in the snow. She was looking for Avalon, her heart racing against her chest. How could she apologize, how could she make the woman understand. Avalon was a wolf she needed by her side, dearly so. Almost like Cypress, she needed cypress so she could raise her children to know how to defend themselves against the monsters in this world. With ghosts tip toeing across her head, she didn't know what else to do.

Arian would let out the most agonizing groan she could. Before she started to pray to the gods. "Denki wa, watashi wa, watashi wa sore o motte iru ika no watashi wa shippai shi, watashi no kodomo-tachi o shukufuku suru koto ga dekinai kyōdo o fuyo shi, ima anata no shidō o onegaishimasu.(Denki I ask your guidance now, grant me strength where I cannot have it or less bless my children where I fail.)" she screamed out loud. Fighting the tears that cornered her eyes. She needed to trust Sin, what else could she do, no one else would vote to attack Yfir. No one else would even think about it. She needed them gone, no they all did. Arian pressed her head into the snow, shaking it back and forth in the summer snow. It sucked, on her birth day, she was losing everything she had gained sight of all over again. Was it fate as it was. She whimpered, crystal eyes still searching for her friend and god mother of her children.


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Cypress being Arian's mate, can jump into her threads private or not. Arian is fluent in Japanese and English but also knows mild Irish. Avalon is also allowed to crash Arian's threads.