school bell's ringing
Weaponsmaster
08-24-2015, 10:14 PM
He didn't feel like moving. The moment kept playing over and over again in his head. His dad... and Rhythm... they were gonna have pups. Ashmedai couldn't think of anything worse. He lay on his side in the Orchard, unable to return to the common den area. Any time he smelled Rhythm he felt sick. He hated her. He really, really hated her. He hadn't hated anyone before. How could he hate someone his dad loved? How was that possible? Did his dad love him still? If he asked his dad about it, would he try to explain it or turn him away angrily like he did Vana at the meeting? Ashmedai didn't know what to do. He felt like he couldn't breathe. He kind of wanted to die. He was being overly dramatic, but he was hurt and he couldn't just go and fight Rhythm. Wasn't that what you were supposed to do when someone made someone else mad? He couldn't just fight his dad's mate though, especially if his dad loved her more than him. If that happened... Ash shivered a small sob. He would be kicked out for sure and lose his whole family. Were they all upset too or not? He wanted to know, but he didn't want to ask. A call startled him to his feet. It was Cascade! Normally, he would be excited... he was still excited. He sought out Cas eagerly, but his smile just wasn't there. He found her and ran up, aiming to bump shoulders with her as he passed. He would circle around to face her, trying to throw on a smile, but failing to completely pull it off. After a few awkward moments of trying to hold it up, he settled for a neutral expression, sighing, "Sorry," he'd say, his voice rough from yelling and sobbing in the past day. He coughed as he started his next line, "Bad day." His lips would twitch as he tried to not think about anything but talking to Cas. He wasn't going to cry in front of her, "Training today?" |
Ash wears a tourist shirt and a spiked leather harness from time to time. Sometimes together, sometimes not. Just so you know what you're getting yourself into.
