Apologies Aren't Enough [Disbanding]
It wasn't really her fault - no, it was his. He was the one who stayed, who promised to be by his mother's side, and be there for his sisters.
He failed.
He sighed heavily, sitting outside his den. He knew what he had to do - he knew what he should do. He should release all of his pack from this misery and worthlessness, and let them go wherever again. He would apologize to them, for his failure as an alpha and the disappointment that he must have wrought.
If only he could start over, with his mother by his side. But that wasn't possible, was it? He knew she was gone, and that she was not going to return. Would Kaitlyn? Time could only tell. But he didn't think so for that, either.
Nixie was really the only one left, and she was a bit absent - and fr that, he felt like an awful older brother. He ought to spend more time with family... and less worrying about this.
His decision made, his head tipped back and he let out a howl. This howl spoke of everything - the release of the wolves of Borealis, and the sorrow he felt at doing this. It was hard, beyond hard even, to make that decision, but now it was too late to go back on it.
Within days, the scents on the borders will fade. Within months, it will be like Borealis never existed.
"Speech"
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A rustle would catch his attention, and his ears perked almost lazily, rotating to find the source of the sound. His nose twitched, tasting the air. Ren's breath caught - was that... what he thought it was? Slowly, the former alpha turned his head to see a familiar green form. It was. It was who he thought it was. It would be only a few moments of gazing at each other before Zephyra spoke, and the gentle words that emerged were quite unlike the feisty female.
It was a peace offering, almost, and though she paused several feet away, it was also a comforting measure. Her words ended with a whine - that in itself was also quite unlike the woman; did she... really want him to stay so badly? He stood slowly, approaching his younger, yet taller, sister until he stood a mere foot away. "Myriad?" he questioned softly, his voice barely above a whisper. It held a hint of his old curiosity within it, though only a shadow - but still, it was something, right?
"Speech"
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