I Bleed It Out
06-24-2013, 09:45 PM
Her sleek white fur brushed against the ground as she settled on the outskirts of the territory near the borders. She never felt at home when she stayed with the rest of the pack. She liked hanging out with them, but sleeping in the same dens or near other wolves always made her freak out, go into lapses in her past. "Here we go for the hundredth time, hand grenade pins in every line, throw them up and let something shine.... going out of my f----n' mind, filthy mouth, no excuse, find a new place to string this noose...." She always liked to sing to herself, her sweet and harmonic voice floating across the area she was in, she didn't like singing to other wolves, but sometimes she would sing for her parents when she was younger. She thought no one was around.
Her icy blue eyes stared at the fluffy white snow, she prodded it with her paw. she wasn't sure why she was so down... so depressed, she had no reason to be, it was a mystery to her. Her body almost blended in with her surroundings, only a small amount of her tail was obvious to the plane eye swooping across the landscape.
06-24-2013, 09:58 PM
Aqua blue eyes averted their gaze onto the winter wonderland. Yes Thane had enjoyed his full if it now; but he still loved when the other seasons came into session. Coming from the brute who had grown up in a cold area all his life pretty much. Nothing was on the male's mind at the moment until he scented a familiar scent. Thane could smell Kai Aranna but alas he stil had to find her. Calmly and slowly did he continue walking and scan the ground for a shadow or an outline if a wolf. He knew she was white like his sister so finding her shouldn't be any trick. A small smile appeared on his maw as he thought back to the good old days. She would always best him in games and would always surprise him from the snow. But not anymore; not until he had taken an interest in hunting those leaky white snow hares in the Russian tundra which recalled home.
With a flick of his tail the male spotted Kai by the outline of her bodice. A small smile appeared on his maw as he knew that he could still find white on white. White lines ears perked up as he walked closer and closer to her.
"Hello, I do hope you are daring well today yes?" he said before stopping to sit on his haunches beside her.
It seemed like something was on her mind...but when was something not? There was truly always something on one's mind thought we so not know it. Drone out most thoughts do we do...oblivious t out minds brainstorms. Come and go do our thoughts do as we all carry on throughout life.
Aqua blue eyes looked down at her as he sat beside her...awaiting an answer or reply...but patiently waiting.
With a flick of his tail the male spotted Kai by the outline of her bodice. A small smile appeared on his maw as he knew that he could still find white on white. White lines ears perked up as he walked closer and closer to her.
"Hello, I do hope you are daring well today yes?" he said before stopping to sit on his haunches beside her.
It seemed like something was on her mind...but when was something not? There was truly always something on one's mind thought we so not know it. Drone out most thoughts do we do...oblivious t out minds brainstorms. Come and go do our thoughts do as we all carry on throughout life.
Aqua blue eyes looked down at her as he sat beside her...awaiting an answer or reply...but patiently waiting.
06-24-2013, 10:09 PM
Kai had been singing to herself for what felt like hours, and she turned, shocked almost for the fact that the black and gray male behind her was actually there. She hadn't been usin g her nose, and had not scented the male whom had accepted her into the pack of Valhalla. Thane asked her questions, ones she did not care to answer, she knew the answers now though. "I'm not sure, I-I ran into two pups, Ryker and Arella, it just reminded me so much of what my main goal use to be. I don't know, my head is jumbled, normally its straightforward and organized." She said, and it was true. Her mind was all bleck, and she didn't like it.
Even now, her lessons rang in her head. Sit tall, shoulders back, impress every male you can, its what you have to do honey. Her parents had always told her, and she had believed it for a time. When she wanted to hunt, they said it wasn't the lady thing to do, when she wanted to hunt, she got the same answer. She was done being a lady. Strong me up from atop these roofs, knot it tight so I won't get loose. Truth is you can stop and stare, run myself out and no one cares, dug a trench and I lay out there with a shovel out of reach somewhere.... Words that her brother had always said to her, she had hummed it into a melody, a soft and kind one, a ladylike one. She had to change that.
06-24-2013, 10:21 PM
He let his gaze stay locked onto her own as she spoke. In a feeble and sort of confused voice did it sound. Whir slimed ears took in every word that she spoke of. As ever word had dropped off her tongue and went to his ears to be heard. She said she had ran into two pups earlier, Ryker an Arella. Ah, what has his boy been getting up to now these days. Thane knew he couldn't scold his child as much as his mother for following his paws...cause Thane did the exact same thing! Funny how his son was turning out to be more and more like him with each passing day. But then discipline had to take place...but not to much..not as much as the brute had had. She then said it reminded her of her goals. He sat there...tail brushing the snow ever so gently as he contemplated his response.
"well first if I must say, you have very beautiful singing. And second, there is a difference between a goal from then and a goal from now. Don't fret Kai Aranna...let your mind flow with it's thoughts. It will unravel them for you when given time. And maybe then will you start a new goal in your new home here in Valhalla. And if that is not your desire then perhaps you may need some time to think...to encourage your mind to bring back that goal that you have had." he said before giving her a dog reassuring smile.
Thane knew his words would put her at ease a little. His tone was as calm and gentle as the small waves of a bay that lapped at the shore. And his voice was of silk rubbing against glass with the slightest hint of his first language as a Russian wolfs Speak in the common English tongue did he now for no other would understand him here. Thus the reason in teaching his son Russian to continue the legacy or so called traditions...
"well first if I must say, you have very beautiful singing. And second, there is a difference between a goal from then and a goal from now. Don't fret Kai Aranna...let your mind flow with it's thoughts. It will unravel them for you when given time. And maybe then will you start a new goal in your new home here in Valhalla. And if that is not your desire then perhaps you may need some time to think...to encourage your mind to bring back that goal that you have had." he said before giving her a dog reassuring smile.
Thane knew his words would put her at ease a little. His tone was as calm and gentle as the small waves of a bay that lapped at the shore. And his voice was of silk rubbing against glass with the slightest hint of his first language as a Russian wolfs Speak in the common English tongue did he now for no other would understand him here. Thus the reason in teaching his son Russian to continue the legacy or so called traditions...