Hating the Heat
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‘Stupid girl…’ Kait winced as she heard the voice of Mad in her head. He and Proxy had become a lot more active, particularly on the mental side of things. It scared her… no longer was her mother’s voice a dominant one within her head. But more often the arguing voices of her others. Katie shook her head desperately back and forth trying to clear her thoughts, try and silence Mad and keep Proxy at bay…
At least her paw was better. Some rest had done it good, and from what she could feel she still had living babies inside her. But waddling away from the bifrost hadn’t been the easiest task, and it had taken Kait quite a bit of time to get here. She was hot, she was tired, and worst of all her stomach was starting to hurt. Her green eyes desperately scanned behind her, a whimper of fear leaving her. What if Lucifer hunted her down? What if…
It was when she saw movement up ahead that Kait froze. Her eyes immediately widened with fear, but no, the flash of color she caught didn’t belong to the demon king. Her ears perked and cautiously the femme called out. “H-hello?” She asked softly, gaze fixed on the darker colors that were just a few lengths away behind some berry yielding bush.
Kaitlyn's current avatar is by Fox on Ardent. Stock is from CastleGraphics on DeviantArt.
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Slowly, with a bit of uncertainty the femme moved into the shade of the bush and carefully laid down before looking at the dire wolf near her. “Sorry if… If I’m intruding on your territory or something.” The small brown femme lowered her head to her paws, giving a soft whine. Her heart was heavy, and fear still radiated from her. The more she thought about bearing this litter, about Lucifer coming after her for them… the more scared she became.
Before Kait had realized it there were tears in her eyes, stinging the green orbs as she looked at the stranger. She tried to quickly blink them away, giving a soft whine. “S-sorry…” It felt like she was going to break.
Kaitlyn's current avatar is by Fox on Ardent. Stock is from CastleGraphics on DeviantArt.
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His words came again, soft, gentle, reassuring… He’d gotten closer too, eyes shining with concern for the small female. Kait shook her head back and forth again, sniffling as she tried to gather her thoughts. “You.. You don’t understand…” They were the first words that left her lips. “Everything about all of this is so wrong… so very wrong…” She glanced over her shoulder again, wondering if Lucifer might suddenly appear there.
“There’s… this male… the demon king…” Kait lowered her gaze. “He has this queen… but I…” Kaitlyn’s tears began rolling down her cheeks. “I thought he was going to protect me… care for me… but it was all foolishness on my part.. I…” Kaitlyn shivered, looking away from the male. “I’m nothing to him… just a body for his blood to continue to grow in…” ...and that realization, finally admitting it out loud, crushed her.
“It’s all my fault… thinking I could be something more. I’m nothing!” Kaitlyn felt her heart clench in her chest. “He said he’d even rip the babies away from me if he had to. All he cares about is them… I’m disposable… his little whore…” Kaitlyn kept her eyes squeezed tightly closed. She didn’t know why she was pouring her feelings out to this stranger.. It just hurt so much keeping it in...
“It’s alright, no need to cry,”
His words came again, soft, gentle, reassuring… He’d gotten closer too, eyes shining with concern for the small female. Kait shook her head back and forth again, sniffling as she tried to gather her thoughts. “You.. You don’t understand…” They were the first words that left her lips. “Everything about all of this is so wrong… so very wrong…” She glanced over her shoulder again, wondering if Lucifer might suddenly appear there.
“There’s… this male… the demon king…” Kait lowered her gaze. “He has this queen… but I…” Kaitlyn’s tears began rolling down her cheeks. “I thought he was going to protect me… care for me… but it was all foolishness on my part.. I…” Kaitlyn shivered, looking away from the male. “I’m nothing to him… just a body for his blood to continue to grow in…” ...and that realization, finally admitting it out loud, crushed her.
“It’s all my fault… thinking I could be something more. I’m nothing!” Kaitlyn felt her heart clench in her chest. “He said he’d even rip the babies away from me if he had to. All he cares about is them… I’m disposable… his little whore…” Kaitlyn kept her eyes squeezed tightly closed. She didn’t know why she was pouring her feelings out to this stranger.. It just hurt so much keeping it in...
Kaitlyn's current avatar is by Fox on Ardent. Stock is from CastleGraphics on DeviantArt.
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Katie slowly lifted her gaze to the male, her heart panging in her chest. “I… I want to… but… I’m scared.” Kaitlyn confessed. “...and the only way I could get away is if I left… the children behind.” A whimper left her lips, heaviness in her heart at the thought. Even if they were his children… she had helped create them too. The thought of abandoning them, possibly leaving them to die… “...and even if I did where would I go? Who could I turn to? My family is all gone… I have no friends…” Kaitlyn squeezed her eyes closed. “I’m… I’m scared…”
Kaitlyn's current avatar is by Fox on Ardent. Stock is from CastleGraphics on DeviantArt.
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