All I need is a little Thyme
12-02-2018, 06:54 PM
The day was fading, but tonight Tana found herself unable to sleep. Rhyme might of returned to his tree by now, though it was empty of her prescience. Her companions slept in its branches though. IT was becoming common for her to leave her companions to walk the territories alone. She'd had a lot happen in the past few weeks, and she wanted to try to do what she had promised Shaye she would try to do. To do what she wanted to. It had been so long since she had even thought of it she didn't know exactly where to start. She felt like she had missed so much but yet nothing at all. After all how could one miss something they never had. Tonight she moved along the banks of the river. ITs sounds guided her. She could hear fish jumping in its rapids. Could smell the wind as it carressed her fur. The walk was relaxing, though her pace was slower than normal as she was deep in her thoughts. She knew the area somewhat and with vail as her teacher she was learning it better, though she sort of wanted to talk to the she-wolf about more than just the territory and the herbs. She wanted to know what things looked like, she missed the sights of the world. Alma had tried her best to describe it all to her but the lemur was a quiet sort so words weren't her strongsuit, not to mention Basil wanted to discourage it since it may make Tana depressed for being unable to see it herself. She also wanted someone to talk to, to tell about the horrors she had endured, but she didn't know if that would ever be okay. "I should bury it as I did them, I'm supposed to be free now.... But I don't even have the strength to let them go either, how can I ignore something that made me who I am?" She was talking to herself more than anyone. She paused and took a seat. The sun would be dipping beyond sight now, The sky would probably be alight with color as the sun faded. And lightning bugs would be emerging to dance in the air once more. She could remember the scene of her childhood, but it lost its glamour with age. Memories were one thing but actually watching things was another. speech action |
Tana is a flighty individual, with absolutely no will to fight. She might get scared and run mid-thread, I apologize in advance for this. Its nothing against your characters, she has just had a tough past and has a hard time trusting anyone.
12-02-2018, 10:21 PM
Rhyme had wandered back by his maple tree as the sun wandered down to the horizon. He hadn't seen much of Tana the last few days, but she had been busy with Vail so he didn't feel to bad. While she hadnt been beside him his mind never seemed too far from her. She has made progress as the days drew on, he hadnt missed the smell of brewing alcohol around his tree. He was glad she had found a purpose and had the talent to offer such a gift for his cousin's wedding.
He found the giant maple tree free of Tana but when he looked up in the branches he could see her two primates lounging with Imperia settling down for the night not too far away from them. He was glad she stopped giving them hungry glances. He didn't disturb them as he let himself continue walking towards the rapids. Rhyme hadn't decided if he was looking for Tana or if he just wasn't ready to settle down for sleep yet.
With the sun shrinking behind the horizon the moon was coming into it's brighter stages. The ground was still easily visibly beneath his paws as he waded through the grasses. He would have continued on through the territory if he hadn't heard Tana's far off words. He lifted his head and perked his ears as he searched for her along the edge of the river. "Tana?" He asked for her softly, he thought he saw her but if she didn't want company she could easily ignore his presence.
He found the giant maple tree free of Tana but when he looked up in the branches he could see her two primates lounging with Imperia settling down for the night not too far away from them. He was glad she stopped giving them hungry glances. He didn't disturb them as he let himself continue walking towards the rapids. Rhyme hadn't decided if he was looking for Tana or if he just wasn't ready to settle down for sleep yet.
With the sun shrinking behind the horizon the moon was coming into it's brighter stages. The ground was still easily visibly beneath his paws as he waded through the grasses. He would have continued on through the territory if he hadn't heard Tana's far off words. He lifted his head and perked his ears as he searched for her along the edge of the river. "Tana?" He asked for her softly, he thought he saw her but if she didn't want company she could easily ignore his presence.
12-03-2018, 12:56 PM
The crickets sccompanied the sound of the water speeding past now. But another sound caught her. She hadn't been paying complete attention, so the voice was blurred by the water's sound. It was deep enough though to belong distinctively to the only male that would be speaking so softly to her, Rhyme. She turned her head in the direction she tought it had come from and her haunches lowered slowly and carefully. Had he come looking for her? Or was he just happening upon her? Either case she was going to wait for him to catch up. "C-can I-I d-do s-something for y-you Rhy-Rhyme?" She only spoke once he was close enough to hear her quiet stuttering. She wasn't sure what he could want from her but his company would be nice for the time being though. She imagined her children would of liked Rhyme if they had lived beyond mere hours old. Her ears pinned at remembering the sight once more. It was a part of life though, no amount of her love or longing would wipe it from the past and bring her children back to her. She also figure Elias would of done the same had she found someone to love her and give her a family in Ruina. He seemed to be cut from much the same cloth as Apostle and Sintaro. How much cold she one day even tell Rhyme without seeming like a horrible woman? He might even turn cruel if he knew the truth behind her life. If he knew that Tana had not fought her master's for her childrens lives so she could continue to live her sad existence would he hate her? Would he hate her for not wanting to abort her children when she understood that a cruel fate would await them? She had never forgiven herself for allowing Sintaro to fool her into thinking he loved her, that she had allowed him to impregnate her. She had not forgiven herself for allowing herself to love the two tiny babes too much to try to give them to some loner that would of given them a better life. speech action |
Tana is a flighty individual, with absolutely no will to fight. She might get scared and run mid-thread, I apologize in advance for this. Its nothing against your characters, she has just had a tough past and has a hard time trusting anyone.
12-03-2018, 05:52 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-03-2018, 05:56 PM by Shaye I.)
He edged closer to her and was finally greeted by a question, something she had barely done the first time they’d met. She would have rolled over and died if he’d asked her to that day, he doubted she realized it but she was progressing. She wanted to know if she could do anything, but it didn’t seem to him like it was asked in her normal slave to master persona. She was asking genuinely, not because she had to. He stifled a bit of a smile, even knowing she couldn’t see it either way. He made his way closer and lowered himself to his haunches close enough they could have a quiet conversation. ”Just relax and keep doing what you’re doing.” He told her calmly, ”Since I’ve found you though I thought I might ask how you’re settling in? Sorry I haven’t been around more to help you, but I hear Vail is taking up those duties well.” He glanced at her from his peripherals, the rest of his sight focused on the late lightning bugs. He thought he caught sight of some deer moving through the forest. ”Thanks for fermenting those fruits, I assumed they were for the wedding?” He added before she could answer him. |
12-03-2018, 08:18 PM
He told her he needed nothing and she was found wondering why it was that he sought her out then. It wasn't like she was special or anything. She wasn't a pretty thing for him to pine after, instead she was this scrawny, tiny, scarred thing that held no real beauty. Maybe at one time she might of been but she really wasn't. Not to mention she had no confidence and was such a scared woman that she wasn't worth anything to anyone. HE asked how she was settling in and she turned her face out towards the water. "I-I g-g-guess I-I'm d-doing o-okay. V-Vail i-is n-nice.... a-and y-your n-nice too...." She Was almost whispering when she admited her was nice. IT was the truth though. He hadn't kicked her away from his tree yet and he hadn't forced her into large crowded gatherings like she had been at ruina. She had smelled alot of wolves though when she was out for her walks. So she knew there were alot more than the few she had met already. He mentioned her fruits and she pinned her ears. How could she admit to him that it was originally for herself so she might calm her own nerves. She hadn't known about the wedding until after she had started to ferment the fruit. "I-I d-didn't k-know a-about it u-until a-after I h-had s-started m-making t-the w-wine a-and c-c-cider." She pinned her ears and her head started to drop in the beginning of her submitting. Even though she had been told she didn't need to submit she wasn't sure how he might take that. Vail was his cousin and she had been thinking of herself before the pack. Though she had known something was up in the pack she just hadn't known what until the other day. speech action |
Tana is a flighty individual, with absolutely no will to fight. She might get scared and run mid-thread, I apologize in advance for this. Its nothing against your characters, she has just had a tough past and has a hard time trusting anyone.
12-03-2018, 08:32 PM
He wasn’t sure what kind of answer he was looking for when he asked her how Abaven was treating her. He really shouldn’t have hoped for much but he had felt a little let down when she just said she was doing okay. She was well fed and no longer coward in fear when he came near her. Surely her existence was changed completely. He worked to accept her answer, noting she did admit that Vail was nice, but he hadn’t caught the other words she trailed off with. ”Hmm?” He asked wordlessly before the question about the alcohol. He shouldn’t have assumed, because even though Tana hadn’t come right out to say it, her little concoctions were not originally intended for other than personal use. He hid his embarrassment with himself expertly. ”Oh, sorry I just figured..” Though he really shouldn’t have. He felt a weird awkwardness fall over him, there were precious few times he’d ever felt this way before. ”Well, maybe I’ll commission you to make some for the wedding. What would you want in exchange for your time?” Rhyme wondered if anyone had ever exchanged goods with her before. |