what if this is all the love you'll ever get
Dainty paws carried her to her favorite rock, the moon lit the pebbled beach up magnificently. Belle sighed heavily as she draped herself over the boulder. Tears welled up in her eyes as she lay her head on her delicately placed forelegs. Her heart felt like it was still tearing inside her chest, and the thought of Sirius and Zeitgeist together haunted her. This shouldn’t have hurt so much, it shouldn’t be a big deal. But Seer was hers and knowing the brute had chosen anyone over her both infuriated and tore her to pieces. She hated this, and she tried not to hate either of her servants, but the task was hard. Belle wanted what she couldn’t have, and this only made the reality of her denial so much more real. Seer would never be hers.
Deathbelle wears a rosebud tiara that is not shown in her art.
Rage filled him. He burst from his cover his body nearly hidden in the darkness save for the shock of white lightning at his rear and tore across the ravine, pouncing with the grace of a large cat up the steep climb to Deathbelle's perch and when he reached her his expression was awash with unmasked concern and the faint flame of unbridled rage.
“Beloved, who has hurt you this night?” He asked, unable to completely hide his sheer outrage under the mask of his usually calm tones.
She put a paw to her eyes to prove her point before looking up into his amber gaze. ”No need to worry, Rose. Pregnancy hormones.” She tried to joke as she sniffled back her harsh emotions. No one would understand her strife, but they would know the mistake for what it was. It had always been a mistake to love Sirius, she only put the consequences off. Their close moments, her deep feelings for her fanged protector were now marred with the thoughts of him holding on to Zee more tightly than he could begin to experience with her. She tried to hide the grit in her teeth as she shook of the images and focused on her brother’s gorgeous frame.
”Such a sight or sore eyes. Come, calm yourself and lay with me. I could use some friendly company.” She offered softly as she scooted over enough that he could more easily curl around her. She was also planning on stealing a bit of his warmth.
Deathbelle wears a rosebud tiara that is not shown in her art.
He was half compelled to press her further for an answer but he sensed that now was not the time to do so. She would tell him in her own time he was sure. Instead he pressed himself close to her and moved to lower his head against her neck if she allowed it, soft comforting whines escaping him as he did. Belle was different from most of his other siblings, and everyone else in the world for that matter, he didn’t see her as a potential mount but saw her as a purely platonic figure who he loved with all his heart in a way he didn’t think was possible. The full array of his emotions was at her disposal; his protectiveness, his loyalty, and all the ferocity he kept carefully hidden, hers to command as she pleased.
“Sister…” He began, his heart aching to see her in such pain. “I have loved you since we were pulled from the womb together.” He muttered softly into her fur. “Burden me with your troubles and I will carry them with you.”
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She sighed heavily against him as he asked again her troubles. ”I’ve made a grave mistake, and now I suffer my consequences.” She muttered heavily as she made an attempt to hold onto him tighter. Dare she confess how deeply she felt for Sirius, and how terrible it all felt? How much she wanted to rage and cry? ”I’ll be okay soon.” She promised, she had to. The babies would arrive soon and they needed her to be 100% for them.
Deathbelle wears a rosebud tiara that is not shown in her art.
“Oh my beloved Belle.” He hummed, moving to lick soothingly at her eyes. “You’re an empress, you needn’t suffer any consequences.” He explained, his paws reaching to lock around her neck as he turned his belly upward in a playful display.
“We are Klein’s ours is a right to rule, those that make us suffer will die a thousand deaths before we let them trouble us.” He told her, his tongue peeking out to lick his nose in resignation. “Tell me what’s wrong and I can help you.” He compelled her once again his ears pinning sympathetically around his triangular face and his hot breath steaming on the cool air with every breath.
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”It’s so complicated, Rose.” She sniffled as he pressed again for her sorrows. ”I love someone I should not, he..” How much should she speak? You’ll think less of me I know it.” Belle told him as she averted her gaze, but still remained tangled up with him in the cold of the night. She sighed softly again after being quiet for a moment, she returned her attention to Rosemary’s delicate features. ”He’s.. I..” She paused softly, her eyes at his chest. ”It just, hurts, so bad that I can't have him for myself.”
Deathbelle wears a rosebud tiara that is not shown in her art.
“Oh beloved sister.” He moaned, moving to pull her closer to him. It wasn’t hard to discern the full meaning behind her words, who the subject of her affections was and what had come about. “I could never think less of you.” He promised, moving once again to clean her face if she allowed it. “You simply followed your heart and it lead you astray.” He explained.
“You’re much too soft on our slaves, it makes them think they can take advantage of you.” He added, cleaning her gently.
“A slave must know their place below us, otherwise they’ll think they can do as they please. Would you like me to correct the girl for your sake? I am much more suited to the task, you needn’t trouble yourself.” He offered, his heart aching for his sister’s sake. He intended to suggest more to his sister regarding the long fanged warrior but he decided to hold back for now, Belle had always been fond of the male, she wouldn’t want to give him the hurt he deserved.
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Her brother continued softly and Belle realized he was just if not more aware of the situation than she was. Maybe she had just been ignorant, or blind to the possibility that Seer would and could give his attention to another wolf. She felt even more embarrassed. However much hurt and anger she felt, did she want Zee punished for her part in it?
”No, thank you dear one. I should be the one to deal with her.” She said sadly, not even willing to deny what he had so clearly seen. ”How could I be so blind?” She murmured softly, did Lucrtia see it to? Why hadn’t anyone told her? Seer had, maybe it was better that way.
Deathbelle wears a rosebud tiara that is not shown in her art.
He smiled meekly at her and brushed lovingly against her neck.“It was your love for him that made you blind.” He said. “Love is the death of duty, and Sirius has gone on too long believing his higher rank makes him one of us.” He explained.
“Can’t you see he has manipulated you? Used your love to place himself high in your empire so he may do as he wishes?” He explained.
“A freed slave has no love for its masters, no matter what he says or claims. He stabbed you in the back the first chance he got, may even do so again. I suggest you take his rank from him, give it to someone more deserving like Harbinger. If he wishes to cavort with slaves, let him; make him one of them.”
He doubted she would follow through on his suggestion, Deathbelle was soft, and gentile, she wouldn’t risk losing their friendship even if the relationship had been false from the beginning, or so he believed. He considered going to Hannibal, making him see that she had been too kind to her slaves and convincing him that Sirius should be punished, but he doubted she would appreciate the gesture, and doubted even more that Hannibal, still so aloof, would heed his words.
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Rose didn’t know Sirius like she did, didn’t see the emotions that she saw. How deeply he felt for her, and the continuing promise that he offered the Empress, out of his love and devotion to her. Maybe now that he embraced his rank Seer might not have complied with every order given by a Klein, but he would do anything she asked. Even ignore his feelings for Zee if she asked it of him. ”Rose, he’s different. I know he is.” Her voice was plagued with the emotion she felt for her fanged warrior. ”They’re so much more than slaves to me…” She thought they loved her. Would Seer have even told her if he didn’t?
Deathbelle wears a rosebud tiara that is not shown in her art.