You Remind Me
Kiliaen
10-19-2022, 07:29 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-07-2023, 06:56 PM by Balthier. Edited 1 time in total.)
It hadn't been long since he had met Kiliaen, about a week maybe more maybe less. He wasn't really counting the days but she had been on his mind since their meeting. He supposed he didn't meet many others in general to draw his attention away from the near stranger, but he also had that natural want to be with her or with a woman. It was desire to soothe his soul, and desire in more intimate ways. But he tried his best to make good impressions even in this next encounter he had planned and hoped she'd still be around the falls.
He brought the raft in travel from The Hallows to the falls, but bringing her out on the ocean was not his plan today. He had to keep pulling her in after all. The strange autumn that surrounded the arrival of eerie statues was definitely odd and a little unsettling, but nothing really seemed to be destructive. It was definitely a shell shock as he came from the cold ocean and into a warmer shore.
He pulled the raft up onto the shores and grabbed a filled bag that he usually kept on board and then he made his way more inland. His thoughts paused for just a moment in his steps, because he had never expected to follow out here to meet someone a second time. It was easier to have one night with someone and move on, but his life was changing as the days went on. So after the terrain changed from beaches into the forests of the falls he fully stopped and let out a careful and yet confident call for Kiliaen. Everything about him looked strong, like he had no doubt she would be here and come to him. But honestly in the back of his mind there was that small fear of rejection. Something maybe everyone had.
10-19-2022, 08:40 PM
He could meet her energy as she came into view and stepped in closer to him, he too took a few steps to meet her half way. He was much more straight toned than she was, still he had that warm and gentle presence about him in the way he stood, that content grin as they met eyes and met again. He was glad to see she was at least pretty ecstatic to see him again. He could say the same. And in that way he felt like they matched interests.
He looked over his shoulder at the raft as she had pointed it out, and with a little chuckle he told her, "I did, a much quicker travel than walking." An easy explanation, but no, he was trying to show off a little. "I wouldn't want to scare you off so soon though." He joked quietly which was also a bit true. He wouldn't want to take her out on the sea until she was ready, or at least until he thought she was ready. He would take a few steps forward as if passing her to make his way towards the falls with her. "I hope I'm not here at a bad time, don't suppose you'd like some company this evening?" He showed at least regard for her time, but he was still strung with that bit of overconfidence. He'd wait for her, but he hoped she'd invite him back towards the falls where she had been the last time he was here with her.
10-21-2022, 08:38 PM
He hummed a little as she practically accepted his company, but also didn't want to divert her time else where if she was in the middle of something. "I don't mind waiting for you to finish what you were doing." He gave her a gentle smile because it was true. He had come down here to see her after all, he wasn't in a hurry to get back to The Hallows. It was a bit of a surprise visit, but she seemed more than willing to accept him.
He'd follow her back when she stepped off, if that was back into the caverns or to finish drying her herbs. He was sure she may have chose one or the other rather quickly when he offered what he had brought along. She did happen to ask, so just the glance for now would be able to do. Pausing for just a second, he reached his paw into the bag around his shoulders to pull out a neck of a wine bottle, "Don't suppose you'd like a candle light dinner?" He was joking, it was a silly comment given they had just met for the second time. But really, he didn't care. He may have been coming off a little strong, but not if he was joking right? He slid the bottle carefully back down into his bag as he moved back into step towards the falls. "Though making it up as we go seems to be the natural way." And it was, though as he had in his last meeting with her he had intentions. Who knew, maybe she did too. He was desperate as much as he may not have shown it, but he was also doing his best to play it by ear and take it slow. Maybe all he really wanted was a friend, though he could have been doing that back in the pack. There was more behind why he was out here.
10-24-2022, 09:26 PM
He was more than willing to follow her back and let her finish what she was doing. Sure he had some one step at a time plans but that didn't mean they had to do only what he wanted. After he had put the wine back carefully in his bag he had to chuckle at her response, "I guess I am missing a key component to that. We'll make it work though."
He'd follow her back to where she had set her herbs to dry, and he could instantly see that look of disappointment as she realized some had gone missing. He moved up beside the stone she had placed them on to stop any more breeze from blowing them away as she set them all back up and got them as secure as she could. He knew some about herbs, but he wasn't very well versed. His father and siblings had been more of the hunting type, though he had learned healing from some of his born pack and early days with his mother. It was a skill that was lost somewhere in the back of his mind really.
When she had finished and turned back to him, he backed away from the stone ready to head back to the falls where she had taken him before. It didn't go without a little questioning though. They didn't know much about each other sure, but there was little else he felt he could tell her. He pegged himself for more of the boring type he supposed, but anything more he could tell her was something he'd rather no one know. "Hmm, well you know about the rafting. And the traveling." He took a few more seconds before thinking of anything else he could say, but eventually it was just the next thing that came to mind. "I come from a relatively large family, not any that live with me at The Hallows though." A little somber, but more so because Abaven had been disband. So all in all, he didn't know where anyone he once knew had ended up, especially his aunt and cousins he had grown so attached to. "I'm sure you have plenty to share with me too." Of course a little joking as he was, but she was interested in getting to know him so he should have been the same.
11-04-2022, 10:05 AM
His expression did soften as she spoke even just that little bit of her past, maybe a family much different than his own. He could only hope that in the long run she had been loved like he had even with his own troubled past. It was nothing to prod her about, that was all what would come naturally over time or not at all. He would be lying to say he didn't care, but there wasn't much of this large yearning to get so emotionally attached to her. Not right now.
"Being alone is hard." Was all he could really say. A hint of that subtle care he felt. She didn't need to feel like she had to hide the deeper feelings from him, even if they didn't know each other very well. He was open to listening at least.
That gentle turn of a grin returned on his maw as she had mentioned something along the lines of him being a runaway prince, joking of course, he could tell. "Well, that's a compliment. But I am far from any prince." A quiet chuckle as she finished what she was doing with her herbs, and soon they would be turning to start off on their night together. "I'm more of hunter myself but I also run patrols and help with warrior training when needed."
When Kiliaen was ready to move on, Balthier rose his brow a bit before stepping off towards the path to the back of the falls. He was leading the way by pure memory not that the tunnel was branching off into different directions or anything. When they arrived back into her little base, he set his bag down and went a little further back where she had supplied the extra wood the last time he was here, and with that some supplies to start a fire which he did. Was that gentleman like? Maybe, almost as if he was trying to let her sit back and relax. He was.
He laid down by the small, growing fire, opening his bag to pull out a few things. First a couple pieces of cooked bison meat wrapped up in some cloth, one for him and one for her of course. Then he pulled out a wine bottle for each of them as well. "One for you, one for me. And we can share the third one if you think you can handle that." He chuckled again, always that soft joking manner. He'd drink all three by himself honestly, if he hadn't blacked out before then. Maybe that wasn't the goal for tonight though. "How's this for a candlelight dinner?"
11-07-2022, 09:10 PM
He hummed almost silently to himself as she had said what she thought she could handle, and what she could have handled for the alcohol were probably two different things. He found it a little amusing maybe because he considered about how he usually drank so much he blacked out. At that point there wasn't any counting but he knew how to keep track of how much it took before he actually felt anything. His higher tolerance would meet that one bottle at a happy level, maybe a little too happy. And the half of the other would make him a little more lopsided. There wasn't enough alcohol he was offering himself here to make him black out and forget everything come morning.
He gave her a smile as she had relayed that it couldn't get much better than what he gave her. It was boosting his ego, much more than he let out. In a sense she was making him feel desired if only for his company. She hadn't turned him away yet. He was getting close to pushing buttons. But he held back harder.
He only glanced at her for a second as she took a bite of the dinner he provided, he wasn't going to stare her down the whole time she ate, that was weird. But he turned up yet another grin as she complimented the meal, "It's bison meat, though you can thank The Hallows for the spice mixture. And the wine." He reached over after he had taken a couple bites himself to pop open the bottles but didn't pressure her into drinking. He'd take a nice swig himself though. "I'm glad you like it." He'd finish his meal with a few tastes of wine from the bottle before focusing solely on the alcohol and the fire. Though... he did feel kind of at a loss of words at the moment. He was more content to just enjoy her company beside him. He didn't feel awkward or anything in the quiet sound of the falls from outside. Though he did wonder how much wine she would tolerate and what she was feeling now. He stood to get just a little more wood for the fire depending on how late they would stay up, and when he returned he purposely moved in a little closer though acted as if that wasn't intention at all.
12-06-2022, 10:04 PM
He had to admit that she had him interested, he had only played a similar game once before with that girl on the beach when he lost the raft. Well, similar in the way that involved alcohol. It seemed to make the things all blend together. Maybe it was just the way he was thinking or feeling. There was really no doubt to him what he wanted from Kiliaen, even if that was just a one time forget about it transaction or something that went on longer was where the line blurred for him. He supposed he may have kept those intentions to himself pretty well, but he did show he was trying at least. Subtly, it was why he was here.
"Hmm," His paw ran over the neck of his wine bottle as he thought for that quick moment. It wasn't really a difficult answer for him, "Read minds. I think it'd stay a lot more interesting if I could know clean cut what someone thought about me." His eyes flicked up to her again but moved back into the fire, it was when he made that little more obvious move towards her. Not standing, but picking himself up just enough to slide significantly closer to her. "Would you rather," he paused just for a couple seconds, maybe over thinking his part of the game. "Have a lonely fame and fortune or have only one true strong relationship." Not necessarily relationship, a family member, a mate, it didn't matter. Balthier knew where his heart lay there, he did wonder for her though. Maybe a little differently put off than his current actions but he supposed he was getting to know her as the time passed. The alcohol would take over most of him soon.
01-07-2023, 06:55 PM
Balthier would sit quietly and listen, he would hear her own feedback and thoughts on both his response and question to the game. But she was right in maybe thinking he wasn't interested. It wasn't necessarily that, but with the drink taking over him as the time passed he was starting to lose control over what was meant to be wrong. He was generally a nice guy though his more physical, and deeper down emotional desires festered more to make him believe he wasn't wrong or bad. What he had done to Azzurra was surely not his fault, he'd point all the blame onto his sister. It would be no different now. Kiliaen was playing a dangerous game with him, nearly a stranger. And welcoming him into her home was that fresh coating of everything he wanted seemingly to be what she wanted too. To him, that was.
As she talked he had finished his bottle, taking the last one from behind him him without standing and popping it open for another swig. Mostly in tune with her voice, not so much the words that came out of her mouth. He felt the same way though, about what she said. A small nod in agreeance with that gentle smile. It was the way of his life that made him think fame and fortune wasn't for him. Maybe things would have been different had he stayed in Abaven, and his father stayed too. He lived for those he kept close and today that was no one.
Gaze rose again to her as she asked her next question, more of a cheeky grin in response. It was when he fully rose beside her, leaving the wine bottle where it had been placed in front of him. He closed the distance, not expecting her to oppose his actions, again feeling like she wanted just the same he did. "I like to please." He commented while his paw rose to reach over her back, and attempted to surround her with his chest against her spine, paws around her sides. In a way he was testing, what she wanted to do. But every move was made of confidence as he went to hold onto her and move his muzzle along the side of her neck in one full fluent motion. He wasn't thinking at all, but short time would tell if she would give into him. He would not expect things to fall out of place from him.
01-07-2023, 08:27 PM
There was some kind of relief to her obedience or want for his affection, but also not really as it was something he had expected her to take to. His own quiet exhale as she pushed back into him, breathing back in her scent and looking back up into her eyes she offered him, a lusted and influenced gaze but still somehow genuine. He wanted her, more than he was willing to admit to himself.
The two became a little more comfortable as she leaned back on her side and he moved with her, a paw running across her ribs as he pressed up against her himself. Maybe satisfied enough not to take more than he was already given. Just that partnership if only temporary was enough for him tonight. There wasn’t enough alcohol to push his limits. Though those would extend the more they spent time together.
The crackling of the fire, the feel of her beside him, it made him feel whole and relaxed. It was something he knew he needed and craved. Dropping his head carefully on the stone under them, holding her and pulling her into him. Maybe she could know how much more he wanted. But for now he’d make himself content with the way they were. In a way fantasizing through the subtle ways he showed her affection. And unfortunately he’d be gone by the morning.