you make me
12-01-2013, 04:55 AM
He felt lost, alone, distressed? Like all the bad feelings were beginning to rise up inside of him and take over his whole being. He felt guilty after his night with Eria, so guilty he had snuck off while she had slept and afterwards he had felt so guilty he had gotten physically ill. He had been to Aislyn's grave almost every day since then other then when the siege had taken over his homeland. He had fled to Seracia for a short time with the other refugees before he had realized what the siege had meant. It had meant that most of Glaciem's wolves had been in Valhalla. He had slid over to Glaciem to try and find his daughter only to find that maybe she didn't want to be found? Heartbroken he had returned to Valhalla, hiding near Aislyn's grave while the war had raged on. He had never wanted to leave but eventually the guilt had eaten at him, rotted his stomach to the point where his paws had begun to move on their own. He had asked a stranger to bare his children for him, a complete stranger, so he could have a second chance at being a father. And even though he had had the nerve to ask her and she had had the kindness to agree he had run. He had run like he always ran. He had run away from one of the most caring wolves he had ever met. But he couldn't be that person, he couldn't leave her alone with his children if she had even conceived. So he had headed for Sunset Falls again, his body moving almost on auto pilot. He could only hope that the black and blue woman would still be in the area, if not he wasn't quite sure where else he could look for her. Maybe further north, he had heard her mention old Glaciem but where would that be? He supposed he would just have to cross that bridge when he came to it. Until then he would just continue to hope and pray that maybe somehow, for some reason Eria would be there waiting for him. Shoulders rolled easily, pace quickening the closer he got to the general territory. His heart was beginning to race even though his overall pace wasn't overly exerting, nerves and excitement making his heart pound in his chest. It was nothing compared to when he had come back to Aislyn, it was nothing compared to anything he had ever felt before. He felt like there was a ball in his stomach and a lump in his throat and yet at the same time he felt light. Maybe thats what brought him there so fast, maybe that is why he came to a skidding halt in front of the falls rather then slowing down. The roar of the falls was loud where he was so he backed up, further away more towards where he had first met Eria. It was there that he tipped his head back and called to her, a long easy howl. It was filled with all his hope that she would still be there. |