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Elsa


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03-19-2014, 06:40 PM
This is an all welcome, but it is on Ebony lands so preferably Ebony wolves!

She was exhausted, working herself to the bone as often as she could since her encounter with Raisa on the lake where she had made a fool of herself once more. The Sola had made an effort to keep the stores stocked in case of any emergency, especially since Raisa was to deliver soon. Elsa had been doing everything and anything she could, even patrolling the borders. Although she met no disturbances [she was thankful for as much] she still felt like she had to do everything. She had no idea what drove the ambition to be a Master, nor did she have a sense as to why she wanted such a prestigious role. However, Elsa found that she wanted it more than she had ever wanted anything before that. Perhaps it was the undying loyalty and friendship she had promised to her queen that pushed to her do all this. Perhaps it was the need to prove that her parents did not break her, at least not completely. She had no idea.

It was then and there that the Sola had collapsed by the water into a deep sleep that was far from peaceful. Elsa stood there prime and fit before the court from her former pack. She could see the distained look in their eyes and she knew exactly what it was about. "You need to learn to control yourself Elsa." Her father had told her in a stern voice. She was just 4 months old, she knew little of control and no wolf seemed to stick around to aid her. But suddenly, the floor fell out from underneath her and she stood there along the lake in a harsh winter that was beyond anything she had ever seen. There she stood as she saw the rest of Ebony cowering in fear. Elsa was confused, she had never done anything to strike such behavior in the wolves around her. Especially nothing to make them all look at her like she was a monster. Where was Raisa? She could talk them out of the silliness they had gone under. It was then that she noticed what they were all scared about. Raisa was a frozen statue sitting on the ice that coated the once cooling water source. She had frozen and killed Raisa. "No!" She cried out in horror of what she had done. "NO! Nonononono. This couldn't have happened. I can't do this. I'm not cursed. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

Elsa awoke after two hours that felt like just a few minutes. She was shaking, sobbing and collapsed on the floor of the shore. It was the first of many nightmares that would plague her from her lack of sleep. She sat there as tremors racked her body and the sobs echoed onward. She could tell no one. They would probably think her crazy, delusional. She would, once again, have to keep it all to herself.

"normal.
talk.
think.
you"




Kaala

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03-20-2014, 02:27 PM


Kaala's skilled paw hooked another fish into her grasp. The killed the scaly fish mercyfully and layed it on a rock to dry with tho others. She had found she could make use of the baking sun around them by laying the fish on a rock for a few hours at midday. It gave the fish a different flavour and let it last for longer. The girl had been working dilligently since joining Ebony, helping wherever she could. Kaala had noticed that the foods stocks were constantly suffifiently full. It seemed that another had been working just as hard, if not harder than she. She smiled. This would be a powerful pack one day with such dilligent members.
With her now cooked haul of fish, Kaala set off back towards the center of th packlands. It was then she heard quiet sobbing in the distance. A look of concern landed on her face as the ebon fea made her way quietly to the young girl. "Hush, hush. What's the matter? Don't cry..." Kaala crooned to the girl in a way a mother would.

"Speech"





Elsa


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03-20-2014, 07:38 PM
<3

Nightmare and reality started to mix together in her mind and she wasn't sure what was real and what was not. The scent of Ebony flooded her nose and her brain went to overdrive. No, nononononono, they found me. I didn't do it. NOOO. Her mind raced and screamed yet no words made it past her throat where she let out a small snarl as she tried to move away from Kaala. Elsa was not normally like this and these episodes would take a little while to dissolve before she was back to normal once more. Perhaps a mere 5 minutes or a vast hour to dissipate. But after the episode she would forget all about that and have a memory lapse of what had happened that past hour.

It was a strange symptom and some part of a brain condition that the girl could not yet identify. It was some strange mix of PDST and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome which led to short term memory loss after reliving and imagining events. Her breathing lengthened and she had a terrified look in her eye. She was cold to the touch and it was like she had just seen a ghost. She was tensed up and the tears continued to leak from her eyes.

"normal.
talk.
think.
you"




Kaala

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03-22-2014, 05:39 PM


Kaala was slightly taken aback by the young Ebony womans atempts to make Kaala move away. The snarl had been quick, and Kaala didn't know what had caused it. Kaala didn't move an inch, sensing the woman needed someone to be there. She didn't know what was happening, nor did she really want to know, but who was to leave a poor soul in need, eh?
The ebon woman sat beside the alabaster fea and crooned hrr softly, gentle tones falling ftom her lips accompanied by a small hum. It was a song her mother had sung to her siblings while she sat outside, alone, unwanted. The tune had stuck in her memories since. A short throb of pain entered Kaala's heart as she thought of her 'family'. Some family thry were.
As the humming came to an end Kaala looked softly to the girl with her blue gaze. What would happen now?

"Speech"





Elsa


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03-23-2014, 10:49 AM

Her breathing started to slow a bit as she managed to regain her senses and she looked around. There was another wolf of Ebony there, one she did not know very well and a frown fell upon her. She could remember what had gotten her in such a twisted state of delirium but she couldn't really remember why she was bothered by a dream. "I'm sorry you had to see that. I-It was just a dream." She told the other wolf with a slightly sorrowful work. Elsa was still oblivious to her lack of sleep causing such nightmares and reactions to it after she would awaken.


The tune had been part of the thing that had calmed her down as much and then the realization struck her. There was no way she'd be able to be a Sola Master if these fits continued... Maybe she should just tell Raisa she didn't want to be a Master anymore? Would that even work? Raisa had a way of seeing through whatever borders of defense that Elsa put up for her emotions. Her eyes gave everything away.


"normal.
talk.
think.
you"