I was scared of pretty girls and starting conversations
10-05-2015, 06:43 PM
Another season had come and gone. She felt defeated since she had completely missed the chance to help Amalia have the children she dreamed of. Even though she had met Falk and had even gotten him to ask his mate about being able to do this for them, once Falk had told her the results of his questioning she felt terrible actually having him go through it. He insisted that he still would if they wanted him to, but by the time she talked herself into thinking it would all be fine the Summer had passed. Her and Amalia hadn't even talked to Pip about the possibility of them having children either and she knew that was really the first step before they took any action on their wishes. She sighed as she laid in their den alone, trying to ignore the heat that had come to bother her with the arrival of Fall. Not only had she spent all of the summer searching in vain for her family, in her distracted state she had somehow completely missed almost all of her son's disappearances. A quiet whine escaped her as she thought about it and she let her two-toned eyes close as she fought back the sadness it brought. Tiburtius was still around and she had a feeling he would be as long as Arivae still resided in Fiori, but Bacchus hadn't returned from his trip with Abby and she had no idea what had come of her other two sons. Their nest felt more empty than ever, but there was nothing to be done about it now. If she had searched a whole season or more for her scattered family and had only come up with Falk as an option how would she even begin to search for their missing sons? To top it off the thought of bringing up her having pups for them again just felt like rubbing salt in their wounds. She sighed and let her eyes open again as she peered through the shadows toward the sunlight that was streaming in though the den's entrance. Her head rested on her paws, shifting the bracelets around her ankles under her jaw. Part of her wanted to call for Amalia and another part of her just wanted to be alone... She waited to see if fate would decide which way she should go. "Burn Baby Burn" |