Seems just like yesterday
05-28-2017, 02:06 AM
OOC: Just a quick back and forth here with Esa/Sterling, feel free to jump in!
Worry plagued the normally carefree mother's mind as she thought of her daughter embarking on a potentially dangerous mission for the good of the pack. Sterling wanted to collect information from other packs, and participate in a raid?! And what about Jade? Was she going to get involved as well? It seemed that all of the pack's youngsters were interested in the raid, but did they really know what they were getting into? Even Dragon... she knew he'd grown a lot as their Alpha, and he had reassured her, promised nothing bad would happen to Sterling... but what held strongest in her mind was the memory of a young, inquisitive child accompanying his mother on a trip through the desert, long before Ivalice had even been formed. That was how she remembered Dragon, the very first time she'd met him. Esarosa had never imagined herself being such a worry wart, but she was concerned and she couldn't shake the feeling. And it seemed just yesterday her own children had been tiny pups, so fragile and vulnerable. Were they really capable now? As she padded away from the meeting - having passed beckoning glances upon her daughter, her mate, and Dragon's brother Kharnage, the one entrusted to accompany Sterling - Esarosa tried to calm her mind. She tried to remind herself of everything she had done as a youngster. She'd left home younger than Sterling was now. She'd survived a crumbling mine-shaft, and had always been a capable hunter, and she'd even come out on top in a bloody, hormone-induced scrap against a trained pack wolf. All without the supervision of any adult. Did she really have any right to worry so much over her daughter, who was well on her way to adulthood? Well, she didn't care what anyone said or thought, she was worried, and that was that! When she'd finally reached a satisfactory gathering placed, she turned and waited, seating herself as she tried to calm her nerves. Sterling would arrive first, a hardened and determined look in her emerald gaze, and Esarosa stared right back at her with matching orbs. "Sterling, are you really sure about this?" she questioned her daughter, "This could really be dangerous... I just don't want anything to happen to-" She bit her tongue as she saw the passion in Sterling's eyes grow, adn the girl raised her voice, much to Esa's dismay. |
05-28-2017, 02:07 AM
The girl was not impressed that her mother had called her away from the meeting when it had finished - she'd wanted to join in the talk and excited chatter with her packmates. She wasn't normally one for big gatherings, but this was different. Talis was going to do something they hadn't done before, and it would be a chance for all of them to prove themselves. She for one was ready to bound forward in life, having been cooped up and sick for too long. She had a lot to prove, and a lot of work to do, and she didn't want her parents smothering her ambitions. Dragon had said she could go, and he was the Alpha. As far as she was concerned, that was good enough for her - Esarosa would just have to let her go, and there was no stopping her. She caught up to her mother and faced her emerald gaze with a steeled look of her own, determined not to be hindered by anything. As soon as her mother started speaking, the girl shook her head, locking eyes with Esa.
"When are you going to stop treating me like a kid?" Sterling grouched, her paw stamping the ground, "Dragon asked for volunteers, and I'm going to go. This is my first chance to make something of myself, and prove myself to this pack. I stepped up, and I'm not going back on it just because you don't think it's a good idea!" Though she felt a flicker of guilt welling up inside her chest, she refused to let it sway her decision, smothering that feeling before it could grow and change anything. "So why did you bring me here, anyways?" she demanded, choosing to remain on all fours instead of seating herself. She wasn't about to get comfortable; she just wanted to know why Esa had insisted on dragging her over this way, and why she seemed to have invited her father and the other brute who was supposed to come with her on this excursion. Why was she making such a big deal out of this?
"When are you going to stop treating me like a kid?" Sterling grouched, her paw stamping the ground, "Dragon asked for volunteers, and I'm going to go. This is my first chance to make something of myself, and prove myself to this pack. I stepped up, and I'm not going back on it just because you don't think it's a good idea!" Though she felt a flicker of guilt welling up inside her chest, she refused to let it sway her decision, smothering that feeling before it could grow and change anything. "So why did you bring me here, anyways?" she demanded, choosing to remain on all fours instead of seating herself. She wasn't about to get comfortable; she just wanted to know why Esa had insisted on dragging her over this way, and why she seemed to have invited her father and the other brute who was supposed to come with her on this excursion. Why was she making such a big deal out of this?
05-28-2017, 02:07 AM
As Sterling had her little moment, her temper evidently flaring, Esarosa clenched her jaw, irritation prickling at her and causing the hair along her back to rise slightly. You better drop that attitude, or I swear I'll... her thoughts seethed, but she didn't say it, although it lingered at the tip of her tongue. It wasn't often that she found herself in this emotional state - she preferred to let anger slide off her back than to let it affect her - but the way her daughter spoke to her was more than annoying. Not only had the girl cut her off, but she was really being insensitive, and she definitely wasn't doing anything to make a case for her level of maturity or capabilities. Then again, she couldn't remember being all that respectful or receptive to the suggestions of adults when she'd been young, either. She tried to balance her aggravation and worry with some sort of understanding, all the while trying to soothe herself in the face of what she felt was an adversity. "Sterling, I'm your mother," she said, emphasizing the word mother to make a point before anything else, pausing pointedly before carrying on, "And I can't help but to worry about you. I can't stop you, but just listen to me. You haven't been out on your own yet-" And again, she found herself interrupted. A low growl emitted from her throat, her nails digging into the ground. At this point, she wasn't sure if this was going to end well, but what was she supposed to do? Where had this sudden attitude come from? She'd never had to deal with this before. She was tempted to yell back, to make herself heard over Sterling's childish ranting, but would that really make a difference? She certainly wasn't going to make a bigger scene out of this than it already was, so she sat quietly, her lips pursed and a brow lifted, obviously unimpressed by her daughter's outburst, but waiting semi-patiently for it to end so she might get another word in. |