Testing, Testing

She was back again if only to test herself in a spar against whoever decided to show up. Though silently she hoped it would be someone on the same level as her, whatever that may be. She was still unsure of herself when it came to fighting, her loss in the last raid they did still a sore spot in her pride. Though she hadn't told her father nor anyone else that her pride still hurt from that. She wrinkled her nose at the memory, wondering if she'd ever run into that girl again or their paths would never collide again. If they did cross each other again, she hoped she'd do better next time...though her insecurity in her ability to fight seemed to hold her back, and she didn't have the guts to ask her father for help let alone let him know how she felt about her own abilities. Even now, as she was being tested as an alpha, she didn't dare tell him she felt out of place for fear of disappointing him. She tried to push that from her mind as she stopped, tilting her head back to howl for someone to join her before she ended up thinking too much and turning back.