welcome home, little bird
finch
Where the trees met the estuary is where Calliope had deemed home. From her position close to the shore, she could hear the lapping of waves and even see the spires of Hearthstone. Away from the hustle and bustle of the rest of Raider territory, she enjoyed her peace and quiet. Perhaps now though, it wouldn't be quiet. Leading the smaller girl to her sanctuary had the titan nervous. While she had shared many a night with various lovers, Calliope had never brought anyone back here. No one except her family knew she resided here and she wasn't even sure all of them actually knew the exact location.
The ground was not quite muddy here yet, more ravine than estuary. Birds milled around, pecking at sand and grass, eagerly looking for bugs before the cold began to sweep in. "Don't lollygag," Calliope snapped over her shoulder, fur bristling as she drew them closer to her carefully made abode. Just on the other side of a dune with a tree supporting the backside of dirt and sand, an opening large enough for Calliope to fit through appeared. Unless one was on the beach, no one would actually know it was there. Long, sweeping branches hung low, nearly touching the top of the entrance, easily hiding the beach and water. She had spent hours upon hours searching for the perfect location to hide away from the world, and now Finch would be the first to really see it.
Stopping just outside of the entrance, she looks down upon the girl she has spent the past few weeks with. Admittedly, Finch was growing on her, but she refused to let any softness show. Calliope would be anything but weak. "This is home," she lifts a paw, sweeping it in front of the entrance covered by a makeshift door made of pine and oak boughs. The dried leaves rustled in the salty breeze that always calmed her every worry. "The plains toward the northwest is where we keep livestock. The moor to the north is where some of the pack resides and our healers tend to their gardens. And the ravine that we walked through to get here is where the rest of the pack lives within the trees. You're free to explore and wander anywhere the Raiders are, but don't trust everyone you cross." A brow lifts, that silent warning clear that if Finch were to go alone, Calliope would not be able to protect her.
"Make sure you're back here by dusk every night or reap the consequences," her lips lift, a snarling smirk lining her pale lips as she steps closer to Finch, lowering her head down near the girl's ear. "Ready to make yourself at home?" Calliope whispers sickly sweet before letting out a chuckle and turning to open the branched entrance for Finch to enter through.
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Warning: Calliope is callous, rude, and unpredictable. Do NOT expect nice things from her.
Following the smaller female into the interior, Calliope only huffed a response to the compliment. Beautiful. Inwardly, she was proud and beamed, but her expression said little. Exhaustion riddled her own body as she padded along behind Finch toward the back where the thickest and softest of the furs were. "You do not need to be uncomfortable while you are here," Calliope commented off handedly as she plopped herself down on said furs and raised a silent brow as she stared at the trembling girl. Really, she may be a horrible wolf, but she wasn't cruel like that. Her captives would at least be cared for to the best of her abilities.
Laying her chin upon her paws, she watches Finch. Secretly admires her from afar. Almost itches to curl around the girl, warm her weary bones, but keeps her distance. While their journey and relationship was strained, she could feel herself adjusting and getting used to the chatty know-it-all. Calliope's ears even flickered forward to listen to Finch's soft murmurs about the terrible sight she saw near the delta while she had been bathing in the hot springs. Her brows narrow, confusion and concern glancing over her expression before she looks out to the doorway where the sea can be seen through the makeshift door.
It takes Calliope a moment to respond. She thinks, calculating, pondering what best to say to the girl's response. Not that Calliope had any better idea than Finch about any of this. Disease was spreading. Spires were rising. The sky was still painted a deep, malicious red. For as nasty as a wolf as she was, the happenings were unsettling even for herself. Bravery was merely a mask at this point to hide her own fear.
Inhaling deeply, she closes her pastel gaze for a moment as she exhales. "I do not believe anyone is certain, but what I do believe is that everyone is frightened," her own deepened tones were gentle, vulnerable. Here, in her den, her home, she could be... different. Not the Calliope that everyone knew. Turning her chin slightly to look back at Finch, she feels her breath catch in her throat for a moment.
Warning: Calliope is callous, rude, and unpredictable. Do NOT expect nice things from her.
Surprise colored her features as Finch slowly moved over to lay beside her. The predatory glimpse in her gaze was not hidden, but rather obvious as it roved over the smaller girl's frame. Calliope tenses for a moment, the proximity at which they lay was not unusual, but also not something she was used to. Typically, if she were to be so close to someone like this, it was for sexually charged reasons. This was different. She saw the way Finch trembled. The fear in her eyes. It made her heart twitch in a possessive sort of way. Finch was hers now and knowing that something was upsetting her made Calliope all the more furious.
Once Finch is settled, Calliope exhales slowly, taking a soft approach. Her eyes close gently, her massive frame moving around Finch, encircling the girl in a cuddling gesture. Resting her chin upon her paws, she listens genuinely to what Finch says. The girl may be sassy, but she is also intelligent. It would be ignorant of Calliope to take what the girl said at face value.
He was infected by a parasite? Ravaged and filled with worms. A nightmare threatened to rise in Calliope's mind. Images of that devilish worm that had scarred her chest threatened to traumatize her once more. Was it all connected? Could it be that those worms were real? As if they weren't some terrible nightmare that could cause real, physical harm? Her mouth dries, her throat constricting as she harshly swallows the lump lodged in her throat. She worried for Finch. Had she touched him? Would she help spread this sickness? Calliope's body tightens visibly, fighting the urge to put space between them.
That urge for separation disappears as Finch describes how the wolf's head cracked open before her. The fear and worry in Finch's tone, the way she moves closer to her out of instinct has her eyes opening, surveying Finch. The poor girl. Experiencing something like that after a rather sheltered life... Calliope sighs, her lips tugging down into a frown. She was no good at comforting anyone, not even herself. And what hurt more is that Finch wanted to save them, while Calliope knew there was nothing to be saved. Her nose wrinkles, brow furrowing as she thinks of something to say. Silence looms over them for a moment until her brain finishes processing.
"You cannot cure all. There's no fixing such a disease," Calliope's tone is tense, on edge. She reaches her nose out to touch Finch tenderly on her cheek. It was perhaps the first and only time she's ever shown such a gesture to anyone. "Do not blame yourself for what you saw. That is out of your paws. Focus on yourself. Allowing yourself to succumb to fear will be what leads you to death," she keeps her voice quiet, and while still rough and stilted, she tries to be comforting in the only way she knows. Stern, forward, and straight to the point. "Have you seen others aside from him that appear sick?" Curiosity will kill her, but so will her selfish need to survive. If this means eradicating every animal and wolf that gets sick, so be it.
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Warning: Calliope is callous, rude, and unpredictable. Do NOT expect nice things from her.
A huff sharply exhales from her nostrils at Finch's little outburst. Even a small smirk curls her pale lips. She was trying not to look at Finch, but she can't help it now. Her head rises, eyes turning back to the girl curled neatly at her side. "Silly little bird," Calliope coos, drawing her muzzle within centimeters of the Finch's muzzle. "You only perceive me to fear nothing, but it would be foolish of you to not fear me," the harsh Calliope returns for a moment. Her heart was ablaze and emotions were roiling beneath her skin. Deep down, she knows it's a weakness, but to know that someone doesn't fear her also scares her. Letting anyone in was a no-go.
At the sight of Finch licking her lips to disperse the tension, Calliope relaxes. Another huff expels, but softer this time as she pulls away and places her chin back upon her paws. She can't help the confusion that comes with being so close to Finch and interacting with her. Especially as Finch carries on, talking about sickness and survival and the uncertainty of their futures. When she stammers, Calliope's ears perk. Was her little bird growing brave? Both brows raise, impressed as Finch requests help and stories of her life. Adventures. Oh, did she have plenty of those.
Tilting her head to look back at Finch, she smiles. A genuine one this time as she nods to let Finch know she agrees. "When I was but a mere pup, roughly six months old, my siblings, Tarnish and Suduri, and I were out adventuring through the archipelago. On one of the islands, we came across a rogue adult male who was anything but nice. He saw us as food and we saw him as danger. It was probably the first time that I ever felt scared, but seeing my siblings in trouble made me forget about it. I knew I had to do something. We called for our father, but it would take him time to cross the water. So to save ourselves, we gave that mongrel everything we had. Even ended up hiding in the roots of a mangrove as he tore at the roots and swiped at us until our father appeared. It felt like ages, staring at that frenzied wolf attempting to kill us. If our father hadn't shown up, we would've been food, but he did. He ripped that wolf to shreds right in front of our eyes and then told us to take a trophy afterward. See that tooth right there? That's one of his canines."
She nods her nose toward a little shelf made from rotted wood that holds a variety of trinkets. One such tooth glistened in the evening light. "When I ripped it from his mouth and smiled at my father, I knew from then on I would never let anyone take advantage of me or decide my fate. I will die when I want to die." her lips settle into a firm line as she finishes her story. No glory, no satisfaction, just the truth. Was Finch impressed? Glancing at her little bird, she wonders if only for a moment if that would make her happy to know that Finch found her admirable.
Warning: Calliope is callous, rude, and unpredictable. Do NOT expect nice things from her.