when the world is falling apart

He had to find the strength to stop himself from making more mistakes, more messes. A part of him - a very large part - wanted to be alone to wallow in his misery, and hold onto the hurt that he deserved. Grief was not an easy emotion to navigate, and he was almost too late by the time he wrestled control and lifted his head. Watching Ignita as she started to walk to the dens exit. “Wait… wait.” He whispered softly.

Waiting for her to do so, and finding himself a little surprised when she did. He didn’t speak for a moment, trying to gather his jumble of thoughts. “I need to go… I need to find Spider. I wont have them find out from anyone else. But when I come back, will you stay with me?” He asked her softly. Hoping he wasn’t making a mistake, that the two fools could control themselves.


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