We need to talk

With Spider's words, Basilisk realised that somewhere along the line- with Kite and half her siblings betrayal, with Hazel's eye for an eye attitude… yes. He had come to expect, even from those he loved most, and showed vulnerability to. Betrayal, hurt, abandonment. When he had become such a mess inside? Spider leaned forward, their little body swaying. Basilisk scooped them up, and cradled them against his chest. He rested his head against the back of Spider's. His eyes were leaking, moisture rolling free and pattering against the small wolf's fur. “So that's what true loyalty feels like.” He said, his voice as watery as his eyes. Why did it feel like a double edged sword? Amazing, and painful all at once.

“I'm not sure I deserve it. But I love you too, Spider. Always and forever.” Instead of fighting him, Spider was accepting him. Sticking with him, despite the pain. Basilisk heart throbbed and ached and he wasn't sure how to deal with all the emotions rolling through him